The One [ Namjoon FF | BTS ]

6. Don't tell me what to do

Nj : "Uhm.... can I ask you a serious question?"

S : "Yes?"

Nj : "Do you love me ?"

S : "Of course I do! What is this question?"

Nj : "Not it this way, I mean love, real love... do you have feelings for me ?..."

Oh no, he's suspecting something. Do I tell him?...

S : "I... NO! NOT THIS WAY ARE YOU INSANE OR WHAT ?!

He suddenly took me by my shoulders layed me  down on the couch, he put his two hands on each side of my head and went over me.

God help me, I feel like my face is burning.

Nj : "I know when you lie, look at you, you're as red as a tomato..."

S : "N-n-no !! Let me go what is wrong with you" I was trying to get up but he blocked my body with his legs.

Nj : " Are you sure ?"

S : "Yes I am, now, let me go that's freaking unconfortable"

Nj : "One more question"

S : "What ?!"

Nj : "Are you and Taehyung dating?"

S : "Why do you think that ?" I don't want to tell him the truth directly, I want to see his reactions.

Nj : "Because you guys seems closer lately. So, are you dating him?"

S : "I-... I can't tell you."

He suddenly woke up and sat at the other side of the couch with his questioning face.

Nj : "You know, no offence but I don't know if he's the right guy for you."

Am I dreaming or he seems very pissed?!

S : "Why ?! He's so nice and caring and funny and handsome. I-I mean who wouldn't want to be his girlfriend seriously? And he's my best friend and he put me in a such a good vibe when I'm around him. And how dare you say that, he's one of your best friend!"

Ok I've let myself go a little bit too much, calm down Saia. But what I said is completely true... to be honest I Namjoon wasn't here, I would've fall for Taehyung like crazy.

Nj : "..."

S : "Yo! Can you answer me?"

Nj : " I'm telling you this because I know him and he may be really good as a friend but he can't keep himself in a relationship for more than 2 weeks! And I don't want you to hang out like this with a men even If you know him, that's it!"
He was screaming at me while saying this, he has never talked to me like this before so I'm a little confused right now.

S : "No need to yell at me like I'm a dog first of all, second of all we're not even dating so don't assume things when you don't know anything! And lastly, why do you care so much about me wanting to date someone ?! Wake up bro, I am 20, I've never been in a relationship before, and yes, I may be a tomboy in your eyes but, surprise, I am a human being and I am a girl, and this girl have feelings and would love to feel what it's like to be with someone who gives her all the attention and the love she deserves!!!!! I am tired of always being forced to pretend that everything is okey when it's absolutely not! Ok?! So now, don't ever tell me what I have to do, just care about your lovely and wonderful girlfriend, and don't decide what I should do or not"