Miss Popular and the Nerd

Ch. 10 Old times, changes and Matt

Chapter 10  

Old times, changes and Matt  

Hannah POV  

Today is the day when I get to beat Angie. How I hate that girl! She took away every chance I had to show my sisters that I am like them! But I am not here to complain. I am here to kick her butt. I think I am going to win. I maéan I know I am going to win! I know Matt loves me. He told me all the time on our date. Then he brought me home to his place and things just well happened. But I mean it was going to happen sometime anyway. So why not now? I know he was the right person and I got to see that expression on Angie face when I told her. Priceless! So it was a double win situation for me! I know which buttons to press to make Angie explode. First steal the guy she is interested in. Two sleep with him. (And as the rule goes “Don't sleep with your friends boyfriend!”) Oh my god! I just called Matt my boyfriend! I guess I think we have potential. I said we! I am going to change him into my perfect boyfriend! He will never look at another girl again. I will be his one and only! But first I have to change his player ways! But I already think I am growing closer to my goal. Now that I have his attention it will be easier to change him. But first I have to win this bet!  

I saunter into the classroom with my “Eyes on the prize”-face. Nothing can stop me from winning now! I look for Angie and see her with Nessi in the corner of the classroom. She looks at me. I guess I have to do this now! I see Matt and some friends in the other corner of the classroom. I walk up to him and put one arm around his shoulders.  

“Hi guys!” I say coolly.  

“What the hell do you think you are doing!” I hear suddenly.

“Who are you?!” I hear Matt say.

“What is wrong with you! Don't you know that I have a girlfriend?!” he says.  

“What? You said I was the only one for you! Why are you doing this to me!” I shout.  

“I have got no idea what you are talking about!” he says bored as if it is his daily routine.  

“We had sex two days ago! You took me on a date then you brought me to your place and then you fucking took my virginity!” I scream into his face. I can feel the veins in my neck pumping blood to my head which is turning bright red. I am going to explode.  

What tops it all off is Matts friend saying “Thanks for the detail!”.  

Matt ignores him and says calmly “I was probably just a dream. I mean why would I be so needy as to come to you instead of the other girls that are ten times hotter than you are and basically cling to me! That is just ridiculous!”  

I leave the classroom. How could he do this to me! I thought I changed him! He was so different two days ago and now he is that bastard! If my sisters find out about this, I will never ever be excepted. Never! And I lost against Angie! How could all of this have happened! I run through the halls and to the bathroom. I don't even want to look into the mirror because I know what expects me. But still I do. And I am not surprised at all. My mascara is running down my cheeks and the tears don't really help. My whole face is puffy and red! I can't do this anymore! I thought he loved me! But then again  I believe everything everybody says. I never read between the lines. I am so typical me! Tomorrow I am going to be the talk of the school. Who am I kidding? Let's rather say today. They probably all took pictures of my fat, ugly self. I look into the mirror and see a fat, ugly, needy, slutty no longer virgin! Fat and ugly, needy and slutty. Fat and ugly. Fat. I look at my tree-trunk thighs, my saddle-bags and my non-existant boobs. What could he have seen in me? Does he think it is funny to steal something really private and holy? I don't understand him!

Pah! I thought I could change him! I wish all of this were a dream and that I would wake up sweaty in my bed. But no. This reality. This is my miserable life!  

I take a tissue and take off all my make-up. I thought it was impossible to look uglier than I was before. Well...surprise. I look at my miserable self in the mirror. Fat everywhere. My thighs, arms, stomach and basically everything. I turn around and open the door to a stall. I look at the toilet seat and sit down in front of it. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to stick my finger down my throat. It ruined my whole life two years ago. But my life is so ruined now this couldn't make it worse. Matt took everything I had. My virginity, my purity and my dignity. It can't get any worse. I swore to never stick my finger down my throat again. I promised myself, my friends and family. But promises are made to be broken.

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So for all the people that didn't understand that last part. She started to stick her finger down her throat again. I am so sorry that I didn't update in so long. But therfore I am updating three chapters in one go. corr3ected

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