What Are You Hiding?

Ch.13 Rage Change

(Unread Messages: *From 2yrs ago*)

Ci-Ci texted: "Chase...do you remember me? Where are you? How's life for you now? I-I-I miss you. I wish you would return. Come back. Please answer me! Did you forget me already? Do you think about me? Or am I out of your life forever? I haven't seen you in a while. Please return! Don't forget me! But I know you probably have. I'm gone. You hate me. To you I'm just a bad memory, to you I'm just another pup you happen to have meet, to you...I'm forgotten...I'm faded...

Ci-Ci texted: "But to me...you were everything I wanted in a guy. I sing that song every single night so I can at least know what's going through your head when you think of me. I broke up with yet another boyfriend. No one got me like you did. I really thought he was the one, I really cared about him but he cheated on me. How is your relationships going? That girl pup your dating is very lucky. Your mom misses you. Yeah believe it or not she is still alive. Please come back. We need you back Chase. Your brother still hasn't return. He probably went searching for you. Just come back. He misses you. Your mom misses you. I miss you, Chase. I hate you! PLEASE JUST COME BACK! But to be honest I...I-I love you so much more. I hope you receive this and see how much your needed, the real you. Bye for now Chase I trust that you will make the right choice, after all we can both trust each other and of course you know what has to be done to people who can't be trusted...right?'

Chase: *puts pup pad down* *tears fall down his cheeks* "I'm a monster. I'm doing exactly what she wants!"

Chase snuck into his pup house at night so no one would see him and decided to check in his secret locked box. But then checked his pup pad at the unread messages he got from 'her' from two years ago but he regretted it as soon as he finished reading them.

Chase's Pov: *tears in eyes* "No. No. No. No! Forget her Chase! I'm not going back! They are better off without me anyways. *sniff* But...I did what she wanted...I let 'it' escape again. Rage change...it's a condition I have that I HATE! Some people get mad, others upset, some even triggered. But I have rage change. It's nothing like an anger issue...it's far worse. My rage changes me into... well... into a monster. The thing that causes this, is lack of trust. I need to be able to trust, it's strange. It gets even stranger...whenever someone breaks my trust by lying or something else...I...I well...I snap, I have had enough and as soon those words are said...I change. I feel betrayal, selfishness, and I just can't take it anymore. For the lies they said to me to make them seem trustworthy, just makes me hate them even more, liars are what they are and earn the label untrustworthy. So I know what has to be done to people who can't be trusted...they get what they deserve and when I'm done, they will not be able to tell another lie ever again. How you may ask...well let me just say that they won't even be able to talk because...I would...kill them. Believe me I know it was wrong that's why I stopped doing it. Well I tried to stop. But I guess I still can't control it...I hated what I use to be because I would feel like I did right. But after a while I finally decided to do good, I was able to control 'it' and as soon as I did I changed but in a good way, of course I had to come clean if I wanted to move on so I told the police my condition and what I would do. Eventually yes they did put me in jail for a long time but I was changing for good. That is until now...I could've killed Marshall when I'm in rage change no one can stop me I have to get the job done but as soon as I change back to normal and see what I have done...I would feel like a monster...and right now I do...I feel like a monster...

(Warning: LOUD!)

Chase's Pov: "Thank goodness that I realize or...Marshall would be...gone. I mean yes I may hate him for lying to me all these years for being my so called 'hero', yet he is part of the paw patrol and I vowed as a police pup I would never intentionally want to kill another fellow human being er well pup again. That's also why I mainly left but I'll save that story for another time. Right now I have to work on staying calm while I'm around that selfish, annoying- I mean Marshall. Wow this might be a little difficult. But I have too learn how to control 'it' or else I might just hurt someone...I might just even hurt my whole team if they try to stand up to my rage change. I could even hurt Skye! No. I need to learn to control it so I have to stay away from Marshall until I do. Wait! I hear something actually somepup? Oh no!"

Skye: "Chase!? Is that you!?"

Chase: "Uhhhh. Hi."

Skye darts to Chase and gives him a big hug and kiss.

Skye: "What are you doing here? It's night and where's that lousy spotted rodent we call a teammate?"

Chase: "Look Skye can you pretend like you never saw me."

Skye: "What? Why?" She said shocked and confused at the same time.

Chase: "I'm trying to take a break from all of the craziness I've been through this week." He said hoping that's all he have to say.

Skye: "But what will I tell the others? What if we get a mission? What if Ryder finds out?!"

Chase: "Look tell the others that I'm fine. We also barely go on missions anymore and Ryder probably isn't coming back until tomorrow."

Skye: "But...I'll miss you."

Chase: *remembers* 'I-I-I miss you...'

Skye: "Chase?"

Chase: "Huh? Oh um...look I'll only be gone for a day. That's all I ask. You will be okay and safe."

Skye: "But you make me feel safe when your around me..."

Chase: "Skye trust me, as long as I'm still standing I'll keep you safe...no matter where I am." *smiles*

Skye: *smiles* "Okay. I trust you."

Chase: "That's all I want."

After Chase kisses Skye goodbye he starts to head to the forest.

Marshall Pov: *in bushes* "Hmm. So he wants to keep Skye safe? But yet he's the threat...how is that going to work? And Skye trust him! Ugh! He shouldn't trust her! If anyone it should be me looks like I have to show him why Skye is...a liar."

A/N: Yeah first off let me say sorry for the long paragraphs. Second thing is that it's, for me,the weekend so I will be updating a little faster! That's all I'm going to say for now bye! :)