Not Romeo and Juliet

letters to his scars

silent echoes part 4

to : Nathan-black

Hello Nathan. I know that we let you walk away, and that you are probably trying to move on with your life, but Lily would have wanted you to have this letter.

'Dear Nathan, Do you remember the day before Angel was born? You asked me when I realized that I was in love with you. I didn't have the courage to answer you back then, but I can do it now.

Do you remember when we went to London for a mission? You hated the rain and I loved it. You asked me why I loved it so much. "Look at this," I said, pointing at the sky. "It's the most beautiful color, has the most amazing smell and feels like it can wipe everything away."

And I asked you why you joined the force, but you didn't answer. You just looked at me with an unrecognizable look on your face.

We failed the mission and mission's information was important for my father. And to repay me, he hit my little brother so hard he was bled everywhere.

And the only thing I could do was sit under the rain the day after, hoping no one would notice my tears.

But someone did.

And that someone took out his umbrella and held it over both our heads. "My father left me after my mother died. But I owed it to both of them to not leave him. So I joined the place he was working."

And you kept that umbrella over our heads even after night fell, and I let you. Because for the first time in a long time, I didn't want to be wiped out by the rain. I didn't want to just fade away.

Because I was feeling something.

My best guess? It was love.'

I don't know if it's a good idea for me to send this to you. She broke your heart. She won't be back to fix it.

I also don't know if I will delete this e-mail like I did with the rest. Or if I will have the guts to send it to you. You don't deserve the pain that comes with this.

I think I will hang on to it for a while.

E-mail not sent.

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still, the image hunted his dreams throughout the night : a lovely girl who gazed at the stars and the stars who gazed back.

- throne of glass.

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guyssss back with another chappy!!!! this was so sad too. I'm sorry and this is probably the longest letter.

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~Ani