The Stalker

9#I don't want this Marriage...

I am not angry on the professor who gave me punishment......
I am just angry on myself for pulling myself into such a situation....

What happened to my stupid mind, why it is disobeying me....

In my academic histroy, this is the first time I am getting punishment.....
Fault is mine, I missed my concentration......

The noisy classroom was not helping my raising anger.....

I just walked out and tried calming down....
Rakshita was running towards me, seeing her in hurry I too walked fast towards her....

She easing her breathe, informed
"HOD called you to meet her in the desk....."

I am confused,
"Is that about the punishment???" I asked in tension again developing inside me.....

"I guess No, it's regarding the notes you gave to juniors this morning...."

"Ok ok, Will go now...."I walked towards Department....

Notes, I wrote for the Juniors this morning......

"What is the issue with that....." I asked to Rakshita who is following me.....

"Don't know, you please be cool, already your face is red with anger....." She advised.....

I tried balancing my anger......

With the gap of walking, my anger came into control,
I entered in HOD Room....

"What happened Yazhini????" She asked me as soon as I entered without even responding my greetings.....

Even though I am annoyed much, I always have respect to her.....

"May I know what the issue is??"

"Very simple, You seriously got obsessed with few words I guess!!!" She said in a strict tone.. .

"Obsessed???"

"Yes, see the notes...." She moved the bunch of papers to my vision....

She has red marked the sentences.....
Here and there....

Athaanol is also called as Ethyl Alochol.....

Athaanol is used as a solvent for many water insoluble medications.....

In a few sentence, I understood....
Instead of Ethanol I write Athaanol......

I politely, took the papers from the desk and hung my head down....

"Sorry for the inconveniences, will prepare a new notes and will give the same tomorrow morning..."

"Sorry for all....."
I said and started moving out as fast as I could....

I know Rakshita is following me,
But I haven't slowed down....

"Yazhini, what happened...."

"Leave me few hours alone, just inform mom that I willl be late today to home, inform the bus driver not to wait for me..." I said in a dry tone....

The last bell rang, I just took my bag and started walking out of College,with the wrong notes in my hand.....

Crossing few metres,
My eyes started letting out tears......

Reaching the temple, My legs gave up all the strength, I just kneeled down and started to cry........

My eyes gave up all the tears.....
Even my mind gave up all the strength,......
First time...
In my life, I am standing as an imperfect one.....