The Stalker

45# You are Mine...

As she asked those words, I became numb...
Whats her mistake in this...??..
Composing myself, I spoke out
"Yazhini, what happened dr.... Whatever you did is perfectly right..
You have no ends to blame on yourself...."

"No Ram, I should have not left Nandhini.. Its her side to get jealous on me... I should have persuaded her... I should have fought for her friendship..atleast even after seeing her joining the same college as me
I should have understood.....
My mistake Ram, every thing is my mistake...."

Now I am not sure, what made her think all these...
"Yaazhini, I still dont understand, why  you blame yourself.....
But try to understand something...
When she pushed to the extent of hate, instead taking revenge you walked out of box..
When she costed your life, you left her in the hands of law...
Now too when she spoiled a man's life over there in the name of you, instead of curses you pampered her with postive bliss....

God took you as a key to open the heart of hurt(John) and hate(Nandhini)...
Nothing on this earth is accident ammu, everything happens on a purpose dear....
Leave everything on the hands of god...let him take care of everything and everyone around us....

Think yazhini, who will sacrifice their wedding celebration...
Who will understand the pain of a one who betrayed them once...
Who will support a person who decided to hurt them...

No one Yazhini, except you....
Only you can....
Now forget everything, you are going to marry a person who loves you to the infinity... Just leave everyone behind... Just be selfish for the next 12 hrs...
Think about the mother and father who believed you, so sent you out when the marriage bells are sounding high...
Think about the mother in law and father in law who trusted you, so supported you when the eyes of social is throwing glares....
Think about your friend Rakshita who loves you, so she sent her husband for your matters shutting the mouth of her family....
Stay selfish for next few hours....

Get ready to welcome the new phase of your life..."
I held her hands more tight into mine....

With few drops of tears, she leaned on my shoulders...
Got the flight landed Salem at sharp 9.45..
Throughout the travel she was not sleeping, just kept staring at her hands ...
I hope she will be okay soon..

Reaching the marriage hall, we were received by our parents..
" Is everything alright dear?" Yazhini's mom asked as common..
I turned to see my dear wife, who was looking down, I am not sure...
to satisfy those longing souls, I nodded my head...

Yazhini's mother dragged her in and I moved to my room..
Later her brothers came along with Rakshita, 
I explained them what happened..
"Is she mad?" Harish asked 
"No Harish, something has happened when she met John in there, only after that she started to behave like this" Prabhu explained.
"I really don't want to hear her telling again, I don't want this marriage" signed Lokesh, elder brother.
"She will not tell such things as she is so in love with this Collector" as Rakshita told, I gave a smile.

Next few minutes was with silence, suddenly Harish asked me, " Hey promise me something"
"What promise you need at this time Harish" I asked wondering about what idea he got now.
"Promise me that, even if my sister asks you to stop the marriage, you will sedate her with chloroform and tie the knots with her"
Hearing his chloroform idea, we all laughed...
He gave a look like, "What I told is ain't a joke"

We heard someone opening the door, we stopped laughing and checked who was that..
It's Yazhini....

"All the best" Harish shook my hand and all left us...

She gave a smile to all who crossed her out..
She stood few feet away from me and stood like she is waiting for some auspicious time...
She raised her head to see me, I streched my hands out calling her to me...
In a next second, she was there in my arms crying loudly....
"whenever there is a moment to choose between myself and others. I always picked others. I always wished for others happiness. I don't know why I am like this. When John told me the bitter truths of the Nandhini, which she faced because of me. I was broken. How can I start a happy life, when someone is facing hell because of me...,
I nearly decided to punish myself by stopping this marriage"
Hearing her last line, my heart nearly stopped.
I am not sure, how to react to her now...
Angry?
Pity?
Cursing?
consoling?
pamper?
throw out?
What should I react to her...
I still held her in my arms..
may be little tight...
I don't want this fairy to leave me....

"But one thing made me change my decision...,"
I made her see me by raising her chin...
Her eyes are wet enough to show me, how much hard it's for her ....
I made her lean on my chest...
She herself pushed me a little and started to talk...
"The only reason I changed my decision is YOU, and only you Ram..."
Her confession, now made my eyes wet...

"You are not just others, you are nothing but just a part of me which can never be separated from me ...
Till now, whatever the decision I took, it never affected someone, but if I take a one now... It is defienetly  going to affect you also...
I don't know how you got connected with me this stronger that I am not even able to think that, I am moving away from you...

I can't specifically say or point any moment which connected us like this....
The first meet at temple, that last look you gave before you left the temple...
The next meet in the Ice cream parlour, eating my part of icecream...
The moment happened in escalator help...
The moment you asked me to call you as Athaan...
The moment you called me ammu...
The moment we hugged tight...
The moment I realised you affect me more..
The moment you made me mesmerized under your closeness...
The moment you helped me to stand up for me..
The moment you surprised...
The moment you kissed me deep...
The moment you demanded the kisses...
The moment I gave up myself for your touches....
The moment we stood up for our love...
The moment you trusted me more to the conversations on fake account..
The moments you surprised mw with my abouts...

I sincerely I don't know what was the exact moment...
But whatever the reason be, whatever the world speaks, I just want you in my life as my everything...
I don't know it is want or need or wish or prayer or anything else...
but it's you always....
My need
My want
My prayer
My wish....
It's you...."

I know she will speak more now...
But I don't want her voice anymore, just her eyes are enough...
I pressed my lips on her's...
She gave in few seconds...
Her lips are smiling into mine...
Still her eyes are giving out tears....
Happy tears...
she tried to move my hands which held her more tight...
I loosed my grip and carried her into my arms...
Reaching her room, I made her lie in her bed....
When I tried to move away from her, she held my hand stopping me from going out...
I smiled and gave a promise "You are mine and only mine"
She left my hand...
I know, without any chloroform I can sedate her...

Finally she found what I am to her...
Finally she found what we both meant to each other...
Finally all my prayers are answered....
Thank you God...
For sending her into my life....

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