The Stalker

49# Convincing Myself....

Yazhini P.O.V.

Climate looks very hot out here, I am already little nervous and this climate is not supporting me either. Within 15 minutes we will reach there, my father is following us in the small van which has my things and a new bed. I have already visited our home in nammakal, good with the family members there, still staying permanently somewhere is making me tensed. This collector is continuously in phone messaging some one seriously, Really I wonder what is running in his mind and his face is completely serious...

We reached there and my mother in law bought aarathi and welcomed us in. I lighted the diyas and went to kitchen to prepare some sweet to serve all. I noticed that my mother in law and father in law both are not talking with my husband. Something is fishy. I finished the sweet and checked for dinner, It was ready already!!!!! ( Note : Sweet Mother in law exist only in my story)...

Coming to main hall, I still found the cold war going on. I silently sat down next to my mother in law.. "See Yazhini, ask him to have the dinner along with you". "Ma, please" he tried speaking. "Not a word to me Yazhini, I am not willing to talk with the irresponsible fellows. You deal with this stupid, no more talking with him". He became silent, dinner went in deep silence. After the dinner with sad face he got up and moved upstairs to his room I guess. I am confused now, Should I follow him or ask my in laws " what's happening?" My Father in law came to rescue, " You go to your room dear, he may need you" I nodded my head and followed him to his room.

When I entered the room, he was sitting with his head facing down. I sat next to him, he leaned on my shoulders silently. Deep Silence ruled our room for few minutes, it got defeated when he spelt a sorry. I was surprised to hear a sorry, Why this sorry suddenly. "What happened athaan..., Is everything fine?", I slowly gave a wipe to his forehead. "i really wish this is not happening now , but my situation is not looking fine ammu. I have to be there in Chennai tomorrow morning..."I simply smiled, "That's not a big deal, "It's a big deal, I don't know exactly how many days I will be staying there.. I am moving into a serious mission.. it is going to make a long distance between us" Hearing this my face dropped a little, I composed myself in few minutes..

"We can win through anything, why not distance.. don't feel sad or sorry for doing your profession" He slowly moved his head from my shoulders to my lap. I ran my fingers through his scalp, easing his stressed mind. "I really don't want to leave this magical lady's nearness for anything as I longed for this nearness for a long time in past." He said all the words seeing through my eyes. I just kissed his forehead, "I will move to Chennai along with you, why do you worry" He signed and got up. As if thinking of breaking of big hard ice, he kept his voice in serious tone, "I am sorry dear, I should have thought about this earlier... But I think my own surprise turned to be a disaster". Moving towards his luggage, he removed something. He gave me a brown color cover. It really had a surprise. My career's starting point. "Junior research fellowship in CECRI" it's for 6 months...

I hugged him tightly, It's a dream of mine. I can't thank him enough. After few seconds, I felt his hands held me little more tight against him. It made me realize the situation, if he is in nammakal with normal works around, he may plan sometime for me, but now this work is going to be tough for him and will never give his time for me. "Just 6 months, after that I will check for some research institute in Chennai and move back there. "Don't worry..." I worded out but still unable to convince myself, how I am going  to miss this man and his love. His hold on my waist grew tighter, saying that he is still having fear of having me away. 

I pressed a kiss on his chest. When I tried to move out of his hold he again pulled me closer. when I felt that he is feeling helpless, I pushed him to back to the nearest wall. Held his face in my hands caressing his face, I spoke" Thanga paiya, Ellam seriya poidum. Nan engaiyum pola, unkoodavey irukken pothuma... Ivlo naa en education kaga wait panna, ippo ithu un responsibility, nan wait panren..." ( Everything will be alright, I am going nowhere, I will be with you. You waited long for my education, now this is your responsibility so I will wait..)