You Changed Me

Chapter Seventeen : Distracted

Tiffany's POV

Weeks have past.

I've been staying over Justin's.

He's been so nice to me.

He treats me like his wife.

Like we're already married.

Haha.

I wish.

I still have no clue if we're teen parents or not.

My parents would kill me if they found out I got pregnant.

They already dislike Justin.

So if he got me pregnant that'd be even worse.

I mean I'm only sixteen.

I'm practically still a child.

While Justin is an adult.

But I'd never blame this on Justin.

Not ever.

I know he thinks it's his fault but it's not.

It was all my fault.

Me just trying act cool for his friends.

Sometimes I can do some really dumb stuff.

I shouldn't have started smoking with him from the start.

But I let my stupid low self esteem get to me.

I wanted to impress Justin.

Make him think that I wasn't just that shy girl.

That I could be the fun girl who couldn't care less.

Hmm.

I looked around my surroundings.

I was in science class.

Sitting at the table.

Jessica by my side.

The teacher going on about something.

Usually I would be listening and taking notes.

But now I have too much on my mind to think about school.

The sun was shining bright from the windows.

It was still morning.

I looked over at Jessica.

She was staring at the board in front of us.

Then she noticed me.

And looked my way.

Then smiled.

She knew about Justin and I.

And our little mistake.

I told her everything.

She's staying by my side.

Supporting me.

That's what best friends are for right.

She leaned over to me.

"How are you feeling?" She asked.

"I'm alright" I replied.

She smiled.

Then nodded her head and went back to staring at the board.

As I went back to thinking about other things.

Like.

I wonder what Justin's doing right now.