Broken

27.

August

I got up the next morning and I saw Zel still sleep.

Last night was sorta awkward because she ain't know what anything was,and I was teaching my girl how to pleasure herself, but I sho' did help dat feelin' go away - Wit just my hands.

I had a pure headache though because she don't know how to control her moans just yet. She had this annoyin' but cute high pitch moan - And I'a be damned if I have ta keep on hearin' allat.

"Baybeh - Get up." I shook ha a lil bit because she a light sleepa.

"I'm still tired." She whined and rolled ova'.

"I know ma, but at least go lay in ya bed. This couch lowkey uncomfortable as shit." I laughed.

"It was completely comfortable to me."

"Bed, lets go."

She wrapped a blanket around ha and we walked back ta the main house.

We walked in and as usual, mama and Trav was in the kitchen eitha' debatin' about something or joking wit each other.

I made sho' Izel was aight before going ta take me a shower and brush my teeth.

I dressed into my plain ol black fit and texted Jasmine, lettin' ha know I was on the way.

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When I got ta her house, I saw ha sittin' on ha porch.

I got out the car ta help her out but she snatched ha hand from
me.

"I can walk to the car myself."

"You must be able ta walk ta the damn appointment yourself too? Keep up wit dat attitude and I'll make sho' I won't show up for anotha one."

I saw her roll her eyes before getting in.

When we got ta the docta's, they called her straight back, and it seemed like she knew the drill already.

She laid back on the bed thangy and I watched the docta' spread dat gel stuff on ha big ass stomach.

"You're the father, correct?" The docta asked me.

I looked over at Jasmine then back at her.

"Uh - Yea."

"Here, I'll let you do it." She handed the lil microscope shit ta me and at first, I ain't know what ta do wit it, but I remember this movie I watched whea' he roll it ova' the stomach.

I put it lightly against her stomach and started going over until we could see a clearer view of the baby.

She had already seen the baby before, I don't know why she wanted ta do this again.

"What's the genda'?" I asked the docta.

"Its a girl." She giggled.

I watched the baby and it got me thinking. If dis' really was my seed, I'd have ta change a lot of my routines, and It's a possibility Izel would leave me - But she ain't dat typa' girl ta leave on some shit like dis.

"I'll leave you two alone." The docta smiled and stepped out.

I didn't really wanna talk ta Jas, but I knew she was gon force a conversation.

"So - Are you excited?"

I looked at ha and frowned.

"Jas, I ain't even sure if this baby mine. I can't be excited until I know fa sure."

"August - I didn't cheat on you, I haven't had sex with anyone after you, it's yours.

"You obviously did cheat - The last time we had sex was months ago."

She had stopped talking and looked the otha' way.

"Why do you want me ta be the fatha' so bad?" I frowned.

"Because August, I want you back." She mugged me. "You weren't even worried about breaking up with me until that - Isosceles bitch came."

"Ha' name Izel - And you ain't know, but I been wanting ta break up wit yo gold diggin' fake ass. You stay trynna stunt but none of the shit you have was bought wit ya own money. Even if this baby was mine, I still wouldn't want ta be wit you. You wasn't offerin' me nothing that I wanted, Izel does."

She wiped her tears and nodded.

"I understand."

We wrapped things up there and left.

The car ride was awkwardly quiet, like she was lowkey plottin' or some.

I pulled up ta the side of ha house, and the car ain't come ta a complete stop before she got out.

I shook my head and headed on home.