Broken

50.

Izel

A few weeks later, things were still going good between me and August.

Half this stuff still didn't seem true to me though.

Sometimes I'd get scared to go to sleep, because the next day, it might all be gone.

I still feel like i'm sometimes dreaming, because August is too perfect. Other people may say he got issues, or he's crazy, but he's not. He's just August.

I laughed at my thoughts which caused him to look over at me.

"You straight baybeh?" He frowned.

"I'm fine - I was just thinking about something." I giggled.

"I forgot ta ask you earlier - Do you like Brittany?"

I wasn't going to tell him the conversation we had was strictly about sex and penis sizes.

"Uh, yea. She's pretty blunt - And crazy. But she's cool."

"Damn, she already showin' you her crazy side?" He laughed.

"Okay, to be straight up with you, we talked about how big Zane's penis was, and then she asked about yours - And she also told me how the first time wouldn't hurt so, I think I'm ready." I said all in one breath.

Yes, I was still massively horny from August touching me earlier. It never goes away unless he does something.

I've been trying to figure out how he gets his boners to go away, but I think the method that I googled, only works for boys.

"Why was y'all talkin' bout our dicks?" He frowned.

"That's a long story, that I don't feel like explaining - Is this weird? I'm being weird, aren't I?"

"No, no, baybeh - It's not weird, it's just unexpected." He bit into a sunflower seed.

"So" I dragged.

"So what?" He laughed "You ain't having sex yet."

"August, why not? I think i'm ready."

"You think?" He rose a brow.

"You must not want to have sex with me?"

He busted out laughing and shook his head.

"Trust me, I do. I just got a lot of respect fa' you. You only think you ready because of the things people are telling you."

He was sort of right.

"I appreciate that."

"I know you do. Now can we stop talkin' bout dis?"

"I gues-"

The door busted open and Zane, Travon, and Travis walked in, and unexpectedly, so did Brittany.

"We needa' talk." Travis said.

"Whats the issue?" August frowned.

"Izel's fucking step dad is the issue man!" Travis semi yelled.

"What?" I frowned.

"He sent out a damn missing persons report for her, nigga that can get us locked up because we look like damn kidnappers."

"Well do they know what I had to go through under that roof?" My frown had deepened.

"Obviously not cus you neva' went to the station and reported that son of a bitch - Can't we go down thea' and let em know wassup?" August asked.

"We could do dat but Aug, dats a risk." Travis spoke.

"It's a risk I'a take. Come on." He got up and rushed out of the room.

*

We pulled up to the side of my house and I was no longer scared to walk through that door.

I wanted to kill this man for all the things he put me and my mother through.

"I promise we won't let him touch you." August said.

I nodded my head and got out of the car.

Right when we got out, blue and red lights started flashing everywhere.

"Put your hands in the air where we can see them!" Multiple officers yelled.

"Man we ain't even do nothing!" Travis yelled back.

"You got five seconds to put your hands up boy!" Another cop yelled.

I felt arms wrap around me and I was pulled from August side.

I turned around and saw the devil himself.

"Yo let ha' go!" August was about to run toward me until he was tackled down by cops.

"Get off of him! He didn't do anything!" I screamed

I watched all of them get handcuffed and smushed to the ground, including Brittany.

"They didn't do anything wrong!" I screamed again.

It's like they couldn't hear me.

I was being ignored.

"You see what happens when you try to run away?" My stepdad whispered in my ear.

I continued to cry out for August and watched as the cops beat them to the ground.

The cops shoved them into their cars and soon, they sped off.

I was right back to where I had started.
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EVEN IM MAD