Jst Random Words

right now I just want to run

     right now I just want to run
find some place to hide
            a safe place to cry

         the pressure is to much
I need some space
              somewhere I can think
without interruptions

       need to sort out this mess
these jumbled questions
     swimming in my head

I need some space
     get a grip on myself again

  so many expectations
people giving advice
              kindly, but
I really need to do this my way

         and I can't think here

  so just let me run
          let me go
                  give me some space

    I just need some time alone
just me and God and the questions

           trust me
     I'll come back
I can't promise it won't be to say goodbye
     but I will come back to you

   so let me run
                     let me go
let me sort this out before I get too stuck