Give Me A Chance(camren)

Chapter 30

Happiness. What is happiness? Most people ask themselves this question almost everyday. Okay.. Maybe not but Camila asks this question to herself nearly everyday.

Happiness is different to each and everyone. Happiness could be felt when being with your friends, families and whatnot.

Happiness could be watching your favourite movies while eating snacks as you lay in your bed.

Happiness from a mother hugging her baby, to a father playing catch with his son in their backyard.

You see? Happiness is such a wonderful and cheerful, yet meaningful meaning and feeling.

But Love? Love is....a more stronger feeling.. Love comes with happiness. Which honestly makes it the best feeling ever.

When you love somebody, its honestly like you're set in a trance.

Can't seem to stop thinking about them. Get butterflies in your stomach when you see them.
When you're in love with someone, you love them for every little thing in them.
Love the way they smile, love it when you're with them and feeling to yourself that there's no other place you'd rather be then being with them.
That's what Camila wants.
To be loved..

She's been hurt already, and the wounds are still open.
She's never been one to be sure of what she wanted in life.

She's got the love of her family which she is greatly glad for, because if it wasn't for them. She could've gone crazy a long time ago.
Although she's appreciative of her family's love, she needs something more...she needs to feel that intimate connection with someone.

And for the first time in her life. She thinks she's just found it.

Lauren.... That name always sends a shiver down her spine. A good one at that.
There are no words to describe how perfect Lauren is to Camila.

Sure they've had their misunderstandings before and they've fought with each other often during Camila's freshman life. But...she's always had something for the green eyed beauty.

She always thought what she felt was more like hate towards Lauren.. That she was just jealous of the green eyed girl's beauty.

But....Sometimes. Life is full of surprises. In Camila's case, the surprise is..... Well. Falling for her.

Yes. She's admitted that now to herself. She's fallen. Hard
For the green eyed beauty.
She's just realized that now.

Girlfriends.. She's never thought in a million years that Lauren Jauregui would become her girlfriend one day. But hey? She's not complaining.

Sure, its a huge step for the both of them, but she's willing to try.. To try and make her happy and protect her no matter what the situation is or what circumstances she'll get out of them.

She's been in relationships before and they've never really went well. But right now, she's certain and will fight to keep her and Laurens relationship going. Laurens different.. She knows that now. And she likes that.

Also she knows that its way too fast for them to become a couple. But they just can't help it.

Camila sighs to herself contently as she stared outside her bedroom window.
Her thoughts swarming around in her mind.
She's woken up earlier than usual so now it was 5:33 AM as it said on her alarm clock.
She glanced down at the sleeping girl in her arms and smiled.

Laurens soft snore could be heard as her head rested against Camila's chest.
Camila lifted her hand up as she gently brushed a piece of hair strand away from the green eyed beauty's face.
Her features were more relaxed and softened now as she slept.
Camila glanced down at her lips and sighed to herself.
Laurens lips were formed into a small pout as she mumbled something inaudible in her sleep.
Camila chuckled lowly at that and bit her lips, the temptation to kiss those pouty lips were just too strong. They're girlfriends now but Camila feels as if she has to ask first.. Okay, that's just stupid. But.. That's just what she thinks.