Perri and Him-the fifth book to series 'Perri and Me' about Perri Kiely

Chapter 2 Part 2

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It's been two whole weeks. The doctors have helped me recover. I haven't yet seen Reid yet- I figured that it would make me too emotional- but Perri has been allowed to visit me. I wake up in the hospital for another morning. Then the doctor comes in.

"Hello Amber....how are you doing?" She asks.

"Good...." I say.

"I think you're all better....it's just your baby."

I nod, suddenly feeling depressed.

"Is he going to be okay?" I ask.

"We are doing a final operation on him today." She says.

"An operation?" I say. "Why?"

"It's nothing to worry about...." She says, smiling.

I start to bite my nails.

"This operation will help him...." She says. "And...you can't keep neglecting him."

"I'm sorry...." I say, trying not to cry.

I'm upset because I'm acting like Veronica. I don't even what to see him because I'm too scared.

"Can you bring Pel in?" I ask.

She nods.

"Sure...." She says, before standing up.

She leaves and then Perri comes in and sits by me.

"Hey...." He sighs.

"How long are we going to be here?" I ask.

Perri shrugs.

"I don't know- but you're going to have to see him..." He says.

"I don't want to-"

"Why won't you?" Perri exclaims.

"I'm scared!" I shout. "Don't you see that? Don't you understand?"

"No- I don't...." Perri says. "I don't understand what you're scared of...."

"I'm scared........of what might happen...." I say.

Perri sighs again.

He kisses me.

"I love you....." He whispers. "But I'm not going to let you lock yourself up. I'm not going to come and see you until you come see Reid."

"Wait- stay...." I say.

"I'm not staying. You come out." He says. "Okay?"

I just shake my head before bursting into tears.

He says a lot more things after that but I won't listen. I cover my ears and block him out. Soon, he's gone.

I haven't left this hospital since I had him. Danielle, Dad, Gina, Kim and Mitch are the only people who have come to visit me.

I didn't think it would be like this- I thought I would go home with my new baby and be happy. But everyday is a battle of survival.