Chapter eleven ~ apologies

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    The rest of the weekend was mostly uneventful. Jimin and Taehyung just stayed at home and watched movies together. Tae tried to teach him how to play video games but Jimin was hopeless so he soon gave up. The day passed in the blink of an eye and they went to bed fairly early.

    Jimin went to his room, there was one big bed and nothing much else. He still hadn't changed off from the clothes Taehyung gave him. Although he knew he looked ridiculous he felt too comfortable and cozy. He took them off and went to the bed. The moment he put his head on the pillow he fell asleep.

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    Jimin was waken up by a voice next to the door.

    "Taehyungie? What are you doing here? What time is it?"

    "Shhh Jimin! Yoonji and the others are asleep! It's a little past midnight." Tae lied. It was nearly one thirty. "I couldn't... sleep." He saw a nightmare about his parents never coming out of the hospital and never getting to see them again. He was afraid to sleep alone.

    "Come on then! What are you waiting for!" Jimin scooped to the side leaving place for Tae. No matter how tough Taehyung acted Jimin knew he was just a young boy as vulnerable as everyone.

    "Really? You're the best Jimine!" He kissed Jimin without even thinking about it. All the feelings from the day before came back. He felt comfortable and like he found his home. He had never felt better. He started to kiss fiercely, longingly. He wanted the moment to last forever.

    It didn't take a second for Jimin to kiss back. This time he kissed harder, trying to gain dominance. He put his knees on either side of his hips, making it impossible for him to move. He sat on his lap and slowly leaned forward, making Taehyung lie back. He wasn’t wearing anything but boxers as pajamas as usual. His hands reached for the hem of Tae’s shirt, lifting it up really slowly.

    Tae broke the kiss. They were both out of breath.

    “Wow that was… wow.”

    “Yeah” Jimin smirked. “One thing you should have probably known before agreeing to date me: I’m always top.”

    “I can see that…” Taehyung gulped. He silently thanked the lack of light, he really didn’t want Jimin to see his face right now. All his life he always went for stupid teenagers who were desperate to date him, who wasn’t half as courageous and crazy like Jimin. He was used to being the one in control; of his life, of his mind… and his body. But back then, he felt control slip out of his hands. It felt different, intriguing and really scary.

    “Jiminie… you sure you wanna do this? Aren’t we going a bit too fast?”

    “Do you think that?”

    “I’m really tired today, with the hospital and my parents-” he lied.

    “Oh. It was a tiring day for you I didn’t really think about it I was inconsiderate I’m sorry..”

    “Nono don’t be sorry.” Tae’s face was red as a tomato. He hated lying but he was too embarrassed to tell the truth: he was terrified of losing control, of not knowing exactly what was going to happen. [a/n: believe me V, you’re not as terrified as me of writing smut.] He hated feeling things that made him do stupid stuff, that made him weak and vulnerable. The last time he felt those feelings he was brutally let down and it took a long time for him to recover. “Let’s just… sleep.”

    Jimin lied next to his boyfriend. He had sensed that something was wrong but decided to leave it be for the moment. “Good night Taehyungie.”

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