I woke up the next day. Mom had taken the baby to the town with her. Which meant I was alone. I walked in the bathroom and got dressed. I looked around. I walked to the kitchen and ate breakfast. I saw the knife drawer and grabbed on. I walked into the bathroom. I got the knife and sat my arm down. I began to cut then stopped I dropped the knife to the ground where I began to cry.
GOD LET ME GO!!!!!!!!!!!
"GOD JUST LET ME GO!!!!!"I screamed repeatedly.
"please!!!!!"
A little later I heard the door bell ring. I opened the door. It was Jordan. He walked in and began to kiss me.
(30 minutes later) I woke up in my bed with him beside me snoring. I rose up and looked over at him.
"Jordan...." I said shaking him.
"Oh huh......"he said waking up.
"Jordan you gotta go!"I said.
"No no....I need to ask you something....."he said smiling.
"What????"I said nervous.
"Will you be my..........girlfriend????"
"H-h-huh??????"
"Girlfriend?"
"S-s-sure....."I said grinning.
I leaned over and gave him a kiss.
"Now go before my mom gets home!"
"No I'm your bf so I need to meet her."
"Ok.......whatever......."
I got up and put some shorts on. I already had a shirt on.
I walked into the living room where my mom was.
"O-oh.....hi m-mom......"
"Hi honey..."she said confused.
"T-this I-is m-m-my b-ba-b-boyfriend....."
"Oh hi.... I'm Jordan..!" He said smiling. Walking into the room.
"Oh.....hi Jordan.....your welcome anytime!"she said smiling. I smiled back. I walked over to Winter where she was in her high chair. I picked her up and showed her to Jordan. He absolutely loved her. He even took her in the backyard and started playing with her while I stayed in and made lunch. I watched out the window while cooking. He looked so happy with her. She was happy to. Just giggling so much. I imagined at one point that Lucas was there having fun with his baby girl.
I wasn't paying attention when I was cutting the apples and cut my finger.
"OWWWWW F-F-FU-DGE!!!!!!!"
My mom gave me a okay...... look.
She started laughing and agave me a towel.
I looked at her and growled. She laughed more and sat back down. He finally came back in with Winter."There's my baby girl!!!" I said grabbing her from him.
" momma!" She screamed.
We all began laughing.Everyday Jordan began to come over.
I loved him
It would be hard to lose him
I need him now
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Suicidal Love(Sequel to The Perfect Loss)
Gizem / GerilimLarissa finds herself seeing Lucas way to many times after he passes. Every night baby Winter starts crying and she finds Lucas standing beside the baby crib. She begins to start going crazy! She is put in the crazy house after trying to kil...