why wouldn't we ♡ bxb

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SHIP: JANAH
TITTLE: WORDS HE DIDN'D SAY

I get so caught up in me, that I don't realise what I'm missin'

- I can't right now, I have to do something else.

And he left him there, all by himself.
Tears streamed down his face as, again, Jonah left him alone.

All my priorities, never put you in my plans.

- you can't come with me, you're my boyfriend, but we don't have to be together 24/7.

Another plan, without him.

Every time we got closer, I pushed you away.

- I love you.

- Yeah, fine, can we go to sleep now?

Never said a love you back.

Pulled you right back just to give you the pain.

He pulled him on a tight embrace and kissed his forehead.

If I was your sinner, then you were my saint.

- This is hurting you Jonah, you shouldn't drink.

He said while covering the oldest with the blanket and giving him a kiss on the cheek.

Guilty of breaking your heart.

Corbyn hugged him while he cried.
He was sad, heartbroken, and all because of him.

I lay here awake, thinking of all the games I played.

Jonah laid on the bed, thinking about everything he had done, to him, to Jack.

I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I never made, I fell forever in a daze till you walked away because of the words I didn't say.

Jack took his things out of the room, he didn't feel comfortable there anymore.
He never said the words that he needed to hear.
Words he didn't say.

There is no me without you, and you don't realize what you're missin'

- I AM THE ONE MISSING SOMETHING?!?!YOU LET ME GO!!

He moved his curls out of his face.
He was angry, but truly, he was missing something.
He was missing his happiness.

This time I'm on something different.

He had changed, he told himself that he reassured him that he was a new man and that he will never hurt him again.

Let me show you why for real.

Jonah dragged Jack to the top of the cliff.
They both shared a long kiss.
A real kiss.

Every time we get close I won't push you away pull you right back just to give you the pain.

- I love you...

- I love you too.

It was the first. The first 'I love you' they had ever shared.

I won't be a sinner but you'll be my saint, guilty of giving my all.

He wasn't going to fail again, he was no longer a sinner, but he still was his saint.
He gave him all.

I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played.

But he got tired, and he failed again.
He played games he shouldn't have played.

I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I never made, I fell forever in a daze, till you walked away, because of words I didn't...

He told him that he had changed, but he didn't promise it.
He left him again, and he walked away.

Every time we get close, I won't push you away.

He repeated and repeated, that he was a new man, that he hadn't lied.
But it was a nice lie, and he believed it again.
What could the poor thing do?
He was crazy in love.

Pull you right just to give you the pain.

He kept pulling him away, he wasn't there for him.

If I was a sinner, then you're my saint.

He was a sinner again, but now his saint wasn't there.

Guilty of breaking your heart.

He thought he had broken his heart, but his heart was so broken already, that he didn't had to put any effort.

I lie here awake, thinking of all the games I played.

Jonah laid on bed, regretting how he played, how he cheated, how he hurt.

I let you wait, hundreds of promises that I never made, I fell forever in a daze, till you walked away, because of the words I didn't...

He waited and waited, but he knew that the oldest wasn't coming back any soon.

See, I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it.

- of course I forgive you, but I'm scared.

A world without you is a world without living.

- I CAN'T FUCKING LIVE WITHOUT YOU!

I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it.

- I told you, I do, but I'm hurt.

A world without you is a world without living.

- This is hell, without you, I can barely breathe.

I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it.

As tears dropped down of both faces, they stepped closer.

A world without you is a world without living.

The oldest cupped his face and leaned in.

I can't live without you, I hope you forgive it.

He looked into his brown chocolate eyes, brown met blue.

A world without you...

- is a world without living.

He whispered and they both shared a kiss.

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A/N: It's pretty obvious that this is inspired by the song "words I didn't say" by Why don't we.
Q: Have you seen my update book?
A: You should, I post there all my updates and rants😂🤷🏻‍♀️
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