why wouldn't we ♡ bxb

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SHIP: JANIEL/JACKNIEL
TITLE: LITTLE DO YOU KNOW
(The song title is the same as this chapter)

Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep

He sat on he edge of the bed, tears falling from his eyes.
It was just too much.
He tried to forget, to forgive.
It was too hard.

Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memory

Every time he closed his eyes, there it was.
Again the video of them kissing.
His boyfriend and his sister.

Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself from piece by piece

He couldn't ask for help, no one knew they were dating, so he cured himself.
With a bad cure.

Little do you know
I need a little more time

He just needed time.
To understand why.
Why he was never enough.
Why he was always replaced.

Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside

Behind the smiles, there were hidden millions of tears.
Millions of thoughts that he didn't want to share.

I've been holding back
For the fear that you might change your mind

He wanted to tell him everything.
How he felt broken.
How even breathing was hard for him.
But he was scared.
Scared because he would probably leave if he told him how he truly felt.

I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight

He wanted to forgive him really bad, but forgetting took time.
And he was rushing everything.

Little do you know
I need a little more time
Away, away

Go far away.
To the waterfalls maybe.
Just to get a touch of freedom, just to think.

I love you like you've never felt the pain, away

Daniel told him several times that he loved him like that.
That he didn't had to change.
Like he hadn't felt the pain before.

I promise you don't have to be afraid, away

He told him:
"you don't have to be afraid, I'll take care of you!"
But that was what scared him the most.

The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me

The love that they had, went away, but the oldest boy didn't wanted to assume it.
He thought it would never fade away.
He thought that everything was going to be fine after a cuddling session.
Lies, lies.

Little do you know
I know you're hurt while I'm sound asleep

But deep down, Daniel knew how Jack was hurting.
He knew he was in pain.
Some nights, he heard him crying, alone.

Little do you know
All my mistakes are solely drowning me

And Daniel was dying.
Dying because of regret.
Cause he regretted everything he had done to hurt him, to hurt Jack.

Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece

So, still regretting everything, he tried.
He tried to make it better and, somehow, succeeded.
He made Jack happy again.
He made him Jack again.

Little do you know
I, I love you till the sun dies

He hardly showed it, but he loved him, more than anything.
He was his oxygen, he was his life.

Away, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain, just wait

And he made it better.
He made Jack feel loved.
He made him feel alive again.
He was no longer a broken boy, he was a lover.
A Daniel lover.

I love you like I've never been afraid, just wait

Jack wasn't afraid anymore.
He knew that Daniel would never do it again.
He knew that Daniel would love him till the end.

Our love we see right here stays so lay your head on me

Their love had never been so strong.
Never felt so real.
Now, it wasn't going to fade away.
It was staying, forever.

Away, away
I love you like you've never felt the pain, away

And Daniel knew that Jack had been being a broken boy, but he loved him like he had never felt the pain.
Like he had never changed.

I promise you don't have to be afraid, away

He didn't had to be afraid anymore.
He could be free, he could be loved.

The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me

Their cuddling session were even more intimate now.
They felt even more connected, if it was possible.

'Cause little do you know
I love you till the sun dies

They were meant for each other.
They were meant to be.
They loved each other, till the sun dies.

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WC: 758
A/N: Inspired on the song "Little do you know"
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