why wouldn't we ♡ bxb

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SHIP: JANAH/JOCK
TITLE: ONLY FOR JACK

He sat on the hallway of high school.
Alone, tears leaving his eyes.
What had they done?
He couldn't believe it.
He didn't want to believe it.

His hands were shaking, so did his whole body.

He felt dirty.
A new level of dirtiness.
This time it was something different, something he had never felt before.

He also felt alone.
Well, he was alone.
He didn't had anyone by his side at the moment.
Not his friends, not his family.
He didn't had anyone.

He closed his eyes and thought about the day he had had.
It was truly horrible and most important, he had lost his friends.

*Flashback*

Jack walked down the street, heading to the school, ready for a new day.

As always, he dressed up all black but no one really minded, he was Jack.

But that day, that damn day, he wasn't just Jack.

He was Jack the faggot, Jack the disgrace.
He wasn't Jack, not at all.

As dirty looks were shot at him, a small frown formed on his face.
Everyone was whispering things to each other while looking disgustedly at him.

He kept walking, growing more and more uncomfortable with every step he took.

He finally made it to his locker.
It was painted with a permanent marker.
"Fag"; "Disgrace"; "Gay".
He opened it, only to be greeted by flour.
A lot of flour.
Thank god he suspected already, the flour didn't touch him, not even a bit.
He looked around, his eyes ready for what was about to come and he met the blue eyes that were now in front of him.
He closed his locker with a loud thud, making everyone that surrounded him jump.
He walked to his class and sat in the back, avoiding every single person in the room.

As the bell rang, he rushed to his next class, again earning glares from the other students.

And like that, the day went by and the lunch bell rang.
He had never been alone at lunch, but this was an exception, he went to the backyard, and sat by himself.
His friends, sat a few tables away, looking at him.
He couldn't tell if they were sad or disgusted.
Some of them looked really mad.
Jonah was the most angry looking one.
This hurt him, Jonah was mad at him.
He shook his head and got rid of the thought.
Why would he be angry?
He was probably just disgusted, but the truth was, that they were really mad.
Not because he was gay, some of them were too, but he hadn't trusted them to tell them the truth.
They never judged, they didn't judge now.
They were just angry, because he didn't trust them.

Meanwhile, Jack head was exploding.
His head hurt, really bad.
But he had to be strong.
He had to show that he could do better than that.

*End of flashback*

And somehow, he ended there, crying on the ground.
Why?
Because he was different.
Because he liked boys.
Because he decided to be brave and reveal his little secret.
He decided to come out.
But it turned wrong.
And now he's paying for it.

He looked up at his phone.
The screen was glowing, showing the name "Jonah💛".
He moved a little, trying to reach for it, but instantly regretted it.
It just hurt so bad.

After a while, when the pain wasn't that bad, he stood up, and walked home.

When he arrived, the tears still ran down his cheeks; good thing he lived alone.
He took a long, warm shower and laid in bed, wanting everything to stop.
Wanting to stop himself.

*JONAH'S POV*
As worry made its way into my mind, I started to panic.
What if something bad happened to Jack?
What if someone did something to him?
What if he did something?

I took my car keys and drove to his apartment.

He lived in a very luxurious apartment for a student.
It had two floors and, it was the attic so, he had a pool.

I knocked on the door for a good amount of time, but no answer was given.

I took the key that I had in my pocket and introduced it onto the keyhole.
I entered the house and closed the door behind me.

As I made my way into the house, I heard footsteps coming from the stairs.
I looked up, and when blue met brown, I noticed in how much pain Jack was.

I ran to him and hugged him while he just sobbed into my chest.

- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...

I said while stroking his hair.
He looked up at me, tiny water drops coming out of his eyes, and pulled me into a kiss.

I've never been so happy in my life.

I, almost instantly, kissed back, and when we pulled away, I hugged him again.
We stood like that for a while until I pulled away.

He looked down, drying his wet cheeks with his long, black sleeve.

I lifted his chin up and leaned in again, kissing his salty lips.

- I love you so much.

He looked up at me, hope filling his eyes.

- I love you too.

*1 hour later*

We laid in his bed, cuddling.
Jack was laying by my left side, his head on my chest.
His eyes were getting heavier and he was, slowly, falling asleep.
I watched as sleep took over him and when he was finally out, I got up.
Not because I wanted, but I had a phone call, more specifically, a Daniel phone call.
He never called.
He would text, he would come over.
He only called when it was important, so I called him back.

- Jonah?

- Hey! You called me. Is there any problem?

- Jack sent me a message before you got there...

- What did he said??

- Jonah you better sit down for this...

- Daniel, you're scaring me, I'm already sitting down, what's the problem?

- H-he got raped.

And with that, all my happiness turned black.
I was going to fight them.
Only for Jack.

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WC: 1019
A/N: I'm really proud of this. I worked really hard on it and I think it turned out pretty well.
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