The Bad Boys and I

CH 16: Things can get worse

Probably where I got better at writing. I've never written anything like this before

Rachel Pov

I messaged Damien to tell him I left the gala but I didn't tell him whom I'd left with. You don't throw gasoline on a fire.

"Where are we going?"

"My house everyone from school is there" he said pulling up to a house playing music. We both stepped out of the car and walked into the house.

I only remembered what I was wearing when people started staring at me. "Rachel" I heard someone call me

I looked around not seeing who might have called me and shrugged. Then the person called my name again and I turned to see Ash walking towards me.

"Oh hey Ash" I smiled. She gave me a confused look while looking at my outfit. "I was at a gala" I explained.

"Oh" she sounded relief. I laughed and pulled her into the dance floor. We partied like there was no tomorrow.

An hour later and I was totally wasted and I didn't care. For the first time I had fun at a party were I didn't encourage people not to drink. An half an hour later Ash had to leave. She said her father said to be home by ten no later.

Random boys started chatting me down making me uncomfortable and missing Damien. Sure he cheated and sure he can be an ass but I always feel comfortable with him, when we aren't in an argument. I took another sip of my drink thinking of an excuse to get away from this guy.

"I have to use the bathroom" I said walking away. This house was huge even if I did want to use the bathroom I'd never find it. I realize the guy was still watching me so I walked up the stairs making it seems as if I was actually looking for the bathroom.

I walked into a room and started laughing when someone cleared their throat.

Oops

"Sorry" I whispered turning around to see Scott and some girl half naked in bed. I don't know what was funny but I started to laugh. Yup I was completely wasted.

"Can you give us a minute" he told the girl. She put back on her dress and walked passed me with a smirk. Scott got up and lock the door behind her.

"Don't you have a girlfriend?" I asked knowing the answer. "I dumped her" he said coming close to me and I backed away.

He pulled me closer and kissed me, I kissed back then I caught myself and pushed him away. "I'm not a cheater" I said breathing heavy.
"That's not what I heard about you and that Steven Peterson guy" he replied.

I started to laugh an uncontrollably laugh. "Can you keep a secret. I never slept with him we made it seem that way to get Damien jealous and to get revenge" I whispered while laughing. I've never told anyone that, I let everyone think that the good girl has gone bad.

Scott laughed with me until he pushed me on the bed and began to kiss me. "Stop it" I pushed him.

"Why?" He asked with a look in his eyes that scared me. "Get off me please"

He connected his lips to mine again and slid his hands up my dress. I tried to push him off but he was to strong. Eventually he got off me and smiled taking off his pants and shirt and I got off the bed and ran off to the door.

But he was also faster. He pinned my face to the door while unzipping my dress. He then spun me around and whispered in my ear "Take it off"

A tear came down my cheek. "No" The next thing I felt on my cheek was not a tear but a hand which swung my face.

"No" I cried and he took his hand around my neck and  strangled  me and used the other hand to take off the dress. I couldn't breathe but I could cry.

I started to blank out but he took his hand from around my neck quickly and kiss me blowing wind into my mouth the same time.

"No babe I want you awake for what I'm going to do to you" I screamed but the music in the house sounded as it got louder and louder every time I screamed.

I felt my his hand unhook my bra and I screamed for help one more time. Then he laughed and through my bra across the room.

The next thing I knew I was naked on the floor with him on top of me. I fought back, I screamed nothing work but my fear made him happy.

"Please stop" I said scared. He looked into my eyes as he inserted a finger in me and I cried. I screamed again, I screamed til my voice got hoarse.

I kept on fighting and screaming nothing came out because I was too hoarse. I felt the world of pain when he trusted himself into me and I shut down I couldn't fight I couldn't scream the only thing I could do was cry.

I turned my face so I wouldn't have to look at him but he turned my face back around. The best and only option I had was to close my eyes.

"Open your eyes" he yelled. I kept them closed as the pain got worst. Tears kept falling. In my head I kept imagining I was in a peaceful land filled with butterflies but that didn't work. I started seeing Scott as the butterflies and more tears fell.

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Xoxo

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