The Bad Boys and I

CH 28: Lash out

Rachel

Two weeks passes and it was the night of the Snow Flake Ball and Frozen Masquerade Ball. I wanted to go to the Snow Flake Ball, even Damien asked me up to last week and the day in front to be his date again but mom said I had to go to the Frozen Masquerade Ball. It was two hours til the ball and we all were getting ready. However Ricky had already left to go to the Snow Flake Ball, lucky him.

"Are you ready" Crissy asked as I stepped out of my bedroom. Hairdresser and makeup artist were doing an amazing job. My hair was pin up curled with Diamonds all through it my makeup was a bit simple until you look at the glittered eyeshadow.

"Beautiful" was all Crissy said. She was holding a beautiful white gown and she handed it to me. It was definitely beautiful but it wasn't what I wanted to wear. I took the dress as the hairdresser and makeup artist left my room.

"Can you help me" I asked Crissy and she smiled nodding her head. Five minutes later I was staring at a stranger in the mirror, I felt a tear ready to come on and I stopped myself knowing I am stronger than I think.

I don't know who I am anymore.

I smiled and felt empty completely empty. However I still got in Anthony's car when he came for me.

Damien POV

"Wanna dance" Ashley asked. I didn't respond to her and she took my hand in hers. I gave her one look and she immediately moved her hand.

"Dude are you going to sulk all night or will you party?" Chris asked.

"I am not sulking" I stated drinking my punch. "Fuck this I'm going to get my girl" I gave him my drink and ran out of the school.

I got in my car and drove.

Rachel Pov

Anthony and I were dancing until the a man stopped the music and walked his way up on the stage.

"Good evening everyone" he said making us all look at him. "Our guest of honor is Mrs. Felicia Rich, speaking about her tonight would be her daughter Ms. Rachel Rich"

What?

That's when my mother came up behind me and gave me papers, I'm guessing she wrote things for me to say knowing I truly have nothing to say about her.

I took the papers and walked up the stage. I sighed looking at the faces of the people here some I knew some I don't. I breathed in and out before I began.

"Good evening everyone. My name is Rachel Rich the daughter of the one and only Felicia Rich the best designer this world has" omg I didn't know I was supposed to be lying already.

"My mother knew she wanted to be a designer from time she was six years old and here she is now people, give the lady a round of applause" I didn't even know that fun fact I thought while clapping.

"This magnificent lady is not only the greatest designer this world have ever seen, she is the best mother and wife the world has ever seen. When I was fifteen I broke my wrist and she stayed home with me til I could write again and..."

I looked up and saw Damien at the door watching me. For the first time I was in this room comfort struck me. "And.....Ok you know what I didn't even know I had to come up here and say a speech, my mother wrote this herself and for the record she is no where near the best mother nor designer. And mother for your information I didn't break my wrist I fractured my ankle and you were in Miami and one of the first times you decided you needed to stay home was when you ruined my life sending me to this stupid school were the bad boy put me in the hospital twice. I was raped because of you my life sucks because of you. Furthermore I didn't even want to come her I don't even like this dress you made me, I wanted badly to go to the Snow Flake Ball and you know what; I'm going to be transferred back to my old school I already asked father to sign the paper and desperately await when it's time for me to go college and get away from you"

I looked at the shocked faces around the room the only person who wasn't shocked was Damien. He always knew she was never such of a good mother.

I walked off the stage to Damien. "Snow Flake Ball?" He asked. "I think I might need my therapist first" I said feeling not empty the first time for the night.

I called doctor Andrews while Damien drove. We got there in an hour. "Do you want to come in?" I asked.

"You've never asked me to come in there with you" he gave a puzzled look before saying yes.

We sat on the couch side by side with Doctor Andrews directly in front of us. "Well isn't this a surprise thy legendary Damien Fox I've heard so much about" she said making him smirk and look at me.

"I've been trying to get you in a session forever but Rachel never brought you"

I smiled and looked away knowing this session would be very interesting."Why are you both here?"

"She lash out on her mother in front of a whole crowd. It was awesome on so many levels" I knew I should feel guilty or bad for doing such a thing but I didn't feel anything but a bit of happiness.

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