The Bad Boys and I

CH 19: PTSD

Rachel Pov

Baby can you tell us who did this to you?"

I lifted my hand and pointed at Scott.

"Damien did this?" She asked. I gave her a confused look and shook my head and pointed at Scott again.

"Rachel who do you think he is. Write it down" the doctor told me giving me paper and pen.

I took them and began to write but my hand won't do what I wanted it to do and I got frustrated and threw the pen at Scott then I realized that's not Scott it's Damien. Scott was behind him. I shook my head and realized that wasn't Scott either it was Ricky and I began to cry again.

"Ok we learned sign language when we were in first grade. Can you sign it Rachel" Ricky said smiling at me.

I nodded and lifted my hand again barely forming the letters S C O T T.

"Scott?" The doctor asked

I nodded my head and laid back on the bed feeling tired. I fell fast asleep and woke up screaming but nothing came out my mouth just opened looking as if I was but nothing happened.

I kept seeing him in my dream. I calmed myself down and looked around in the room and saw Damien and Ricky sleeping.

Where are my parents?

I sat up and sighed when my personal maid Crissy came in.

"I brought something for you" she said holding a basket. I smiled as she began to unpack the sandwiches from it.

"I hope some of those are for me" I turned to see Ricky rubbing his eyes.

"I brought enough for everyone" she said giving us all sandwiches, waking up Damien to eat.

I fell back asleep after eating.

I woke up the next day around the afternoon. My room was packed with press and a cop, my parents, Damien, Ricky and Doctor Cameron.

Ricky and Damien were yelling Doctor Cameron was asking the oress to leave however the press were interviewing my parents until one saw I was awake and they all began to stick cameras and microphones in my face.

I felt as if I were suffocating. Those lights made me nervous and afraid. They asked questions I couldn't hear them clearly all I heard was SCOTT RAPE SCOTT RAPE.

I began to shake violently I couldn't control my body. I help complete pain embarrassment fear all at once, why were press in my room.

I screamed, I was just as shocked to hear my voice as they all were.

"Get the fuck out of here" Damien told the press.

"I invited them here I am her mother you are just her boyfriend you have no say in this"

"Get the fuck out" I whispered

"Get out" I cried saying louder.

The police officer, Damein and Ricky escorted the press out and the officer came back in saying he needs to know what happened to make a report.

My mother came and held my hand and kissed my forehead. "One interview with the press would make your case against Scott....."

"Get out" I cried interrupting her

"Porden me?" She asked letting go of my hand

"Get the fuck out now" I yelled. I don't know what came over me. That she slapped me saying "I'm your mother you will not speak to me that way"

I looked back at her face to see it was no longer hers. I saw Scott and I remembered the slaps he gave me and I began to cry and scream all at once.

Damien took me into his arms and I sobbed while my mother was escorted out. The officer asked when he could return I didn't respond.

"Maybe tomorrow and no press nor my mother" Ricky said pointing to the door for him to leave.

I feel safe in Damien's arms and I sobbed. "I want to go home" I said letting go of him.

"I think it may be better if u stay here for a while longer" Doctor Cameron replied.

"My family can afford an excellent private doctor to come to my house so I don't see the problem. I need to go home please Doctor Cameron I don't want to stay here"

"We can continue this discussion evening after you have something to eat Ms. Rich" he smiled and walked out the room.

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