The Bad Boys and I

CH 24: I can't do this

Rachel Pov

All the sadness I felt two seconds ago disappeared as soon as he was finished. "I guess that settles it. Our relationship is over"

He was stunned "What?"

"There is no need for us to pretend anymore before this incident happen we weren't in a good place. I'm almost perfectly fine now sure sometimes I see his face when I close my eyes but I'm fine you don't have to come make sure I'm ok anymore. I'm not your responsibility, go have fun with all the tramps I honestly hope you catch something."

Tears rolled down my face but I felt empty. "Okay" was all he said. I became much more sad seeing how good he took that. I turned and placed my hand on the knob but before I could turn it he place his hand on top of mine.

"I only have one question Rachel..." I closed my eyes as he continued "Do you love me?"

I opened my eyes and turned to face him "Always"

"And you always come back" he whispered before kissing my passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he lift me up. We moved from the door to the bed he stopped the kiss to take off his shirt and his lips connected to mine again.

I began to see Scott's face, fear took over and I pushed Damien away. I curled up into a corner when he got off of me. "I'm sorry" he said staring at me.

I didn't cry I only felt broken. I had a feeling I'd forever feel broken. "I know we kinda just broke up but can you do me a favor please"

After saying the words broke up he looked just as broken as I did. "What is it?"

"You've been asking since we got together to teach me to fight. Can you umm. I'd understand if you don't now that we aren't....."

"I'll help you" he said putting out his hand for me to grab. I grabbed his hand and he pulled me off the bed. We gave each other sad look before he put back on his shirt.

I walked to the door but before I could leave I asked a question knowing the answer but I still had to ask. "Do you love me?"

"Always"

"Always" I turned and looked at him before I left. I willed myself not to cry. For the almost two years we've been together we broke up four times but this time felt different. Every other time I went running back crying and he held me while I cried before he said "I knew you were going to come back, I'm irresistible baby" I'd then lash him and walk away and let him chase after me.

I knew I might eventually go back but not until I know for sure. I walked passed Damien's friends in the living room and went through the door.

I got in my car and drove him. I walked into the living room because I heard noises. I saw my mother and Anthony sitting and laughing.

"What's going on?" I asked stepping in. They both looked up at me surprised as if it's really a surprise it is my house.

"We were discussing the Frozen Masquerade Ball" my mother told me. I turned ready to leave the room but mom said something that made me stop.

"Mother repeat yourself"

"I would like Anthony here to escort you" I wanted to go to the Snow Flake Ball but I'm going to this so who cares who I go with right. I'm never in control of my life anyway.

"Perfect" I murmured before exciting the room. I walked right into the kitchen. I took up all the pie and went to my room with it. I stepped out my room and knocked on Ricky's room.

"You want to share it while watching a movie?" I asked as he came to the door.

"I'll grab dad scotch and meet you in our theatre" he smiled running down the stairs. I laughed at how happy he was. We haven't eaten pie and drank scotch while watching a movie in so long.

I ran to the kitchen for another fork, then ran to the theatre. We watched Fast 7, Captain America: Civil Wars and Deadpool before we fell asleep.

The next morning I woke up in my bed, I figured Ricky placed me in my bed when I fell asleep.

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