The Bad Boys and I

CH 23: Visit Him

Two weeks later

Rachel Pov

"I can't do that" I  yelled. "Don't freak out. You've managed to go through exposure therapy, then started going school this week. I'm pretty sure you can visit Scott in jail" Doctor Andrews told me.

I knew this was always the plan. Face my fears, which I'm not 100% certain I can do this but it seems to be time.

"I can't do this alone can you come with me tomorrow?" She nodded before I left her office.

The next day I told Damien I had an appointment with Doctor Andrews. I didn't need him making me more scared than I was.

"Hello Ms. Rich" the sight of him made me feel uneasy. I felt pain, sadness I couldn't look him in his eyes. Doctor Andrews squeezed my hand reassuring me she was beside me.

"You know I stood up all last night writing something I wanted to tell you but now that I'm here I only have one word. Why?" I kept my eyes away from his.

"Look me in my eyes and ask again" he smirked. I asked why five more times without eyes contact before I got upset.

"Why God dammit" I yelled hitting my hands onto the table. I fought back my tears I needed to stay strong. Doctor Andrews told the guard everything was okay when he heard the commotion "Two words Damien Fox" I gave him a confused look until it hit me.

"You did this to me because of a stupid rivalry you have with him. Let me guess you would be the baddest when everyone knows you raped Damien Fox's girl" I felt disgusted and awful saying it out loud.

"You're a smart girl Ms. Rich. Street cred is everything, Damien's street cred has nearly become nothing" he laughed.

I was shocked, speachless, dismayed. I couldn't believe it. A tear fell down my eye and I got up and left.

I got in my car and I sped off, at first I was going home until I turned my car around. Ten minutes later I parked my car in front of Damien's house.

I sat in my car remembering when things weren't this complicated. I recalled when Damien made me reshedule my cheer meeting.

Flashback

"You ready?" He asked as I got into his car. I nodded my head but in truly I was saying no in my mind.

We drove to Starbucks. He ordered two lattes and crossaints. And we sat opposite each other.

"Aren't you going to eat or drink anything?" He asked

I looked at the crossaints and latte in front of me and smiled. "I have never tasted coffee in my life and my mom would kill me if I digest that flour" I sighed the Danish in front of my looked delicious.

Damien began to laugh uncontrollably making me pout. "You're kidding me. What American doesn't drink coffee just taste it. And your mother's not here so eat the flour"

I sighed and took a bite. It was awesome, I fell in love with that crossaint but when I tasted the latte I thought I'd die. He laughed again making everyone look at us. "You should of seen you face when you drank that. How about this we order every kind of coffee until we find out which one you like"

I was still recovering from the awful taste in my mouth. I shook my head repeatedly saying no.

"Deal if you can't go through with it you have to keep going out with me. When I ask"

"And if I do make it through til I find a good tasting one you join the cheerleading team. We could use an extra boy" I thought a wild before he agreed and we shook hands.

Long story short my taste buds felt funny for two weeks after that day. I made it to my sixth coffee before I cave in that hazel nut thing was beyond poison.

Flashback end

I sighed before I exited my car and entered his house and ran up to his room I opened the door to find a bunch of his friend or gang whatever you can call it.

They were all talking until they saw me. "I want to talk to Damien. Alone please" I said.

"Who the fuck are you?" Some girl I've  never seen before asked. "That's his girl" a guy answered.

They all started mumbling before Damien told them to step out. I waited til they were down the stairs before I closed the door. I stared pacing up and down the room until he cleared his throat. "I went to see Scott" I blurted out.

"What the fuck Rachel. I told you not to visit him" he yelled. I began to laugh I didn't know why I laughed but I just laughed.

"Just answer this one question for me. Why do you two hate each other?" I looked him in his eyes. "Why the fuck would that be important?" He asked.

"Maybe because I was raped because of a feud between you two and I want to know why just was I really raped. What could have happened between you two that rapping me would be a good revenge plan" I yelled while crying.

He looked upset then sadness took over his face as he sat on his bed. "Mikalah" was all his said. I gave him a confused look even though I think I knew where this was going.

"She was my girl and he took her away from me along wid two other girls. Then I had sex with his mother and sister and I don't even remember where it started" he whispered.

Mikalah

Her

Her

All the sadness I felt two seconds ago disappeared as soon as he was finished. "I guess that settles it. Our relationship is over"

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