The Bad Boys and I

CH 31 Home sweet home

Rachel Pov

I woke up and Damien wasn't beside me but a note with his bad handwriting was beside me:

I have somethings to do today I love you.

I got up and took a shower, put on a blue dress I had her wid my Gucci silver sandals I left here. That's when I really noticed the ring on my finger, I mean yeah I looked at it but now it feels so real, this pink diamond ring was beautiful.

(Ring at the top)

I smiled and walk out of Damien's room and bumped into Sue. "Oh gosh, I'm so sorry" I said.

"It's okay honey. You going home now?" I nodded my head telling her yes and she gave me a hug. I ran down the stairs and sat on the porch waiting for Ricky to show up. I sat there for a half an hour waiting for him. "Finally"

"I was busy!" He said before pulling out of the driveway as if he was excited to get home.

"I know it was you" I said out of the blue. He gave me a confused face so I continued. "I know it was you who took the picture of me and Scott I saw it in your phone but I guess that's doesn't matter" I said.

"I...I"

"I  said it doesn't matter Ricky. It's kinda natural to expect this sort of stuff from our family I'm not upset with you are anything. I think you've done worse than that" I laughed. Ricky went quiet the rest of the drive and I stared through the window.

When we got home the first person to greet me was my mother. "There you are young lady. How dear you humiliate me like that!" She yelled

I sighed as Ricky laughed and left me with mom. "Felicia leave her alone" my dad came from no where, "You're one to talk, you signed papers for her to get transfered back to that stupid school Jensen High. Do you know how hard I worked to get her into Hilton Top High"

I listened to my parents argued for 5 more minutes before I ran up the stairs and straight into my room, slamming the door. I jumped into my bed and stuffed my face into a pillow and screamed until I begun to laugh.

Amazing. Is all I thought, I think that was the most I've even saw my parents talk since my birth. They are usually hardly home together and then they go to different countries and when they do go to the same country it's not at the same time. I'm not even sure they love each other.

"You know something I just realized" Ricky came barging in my room.

"Is that what I think it is?" He asked pointing to the ring on my finger.

I blushed and looked down at my ring. "I'm not one to care what you do but I want you to remember I live here too, I hear you when you cry yourself to sleep, I see you go in the theater downstairs and watch sad movies, when you go in the kitchen and eat everything you see then ran upstairs and puked it all out. Before you said yes you should have really think it over. I know you love him, but we both know sometimes love just isn't enough."

For the first time my brother ever really spoke to me and made sense.

Ricky said those words and left. Left me there confused.

I sat there starring at the ring. The ring was beautiful, I'd make a beautiful wife but I don't want to be a sad wife.

Flashback

"What the fuck was that?" Damien asked

"It's called cheerleading" I laughed

"No what the others were doing was cheerleading, what you did was some kind of death move, flipping into some guys arm he throwing you to some other people who threw you also then landing perfectly"  all I could do was laugh at him.

"Ok well you said you are dragging me somewhere again, I brought my history paper along and I have a debate at 4 so please have me home by 1!"

He laughed at me as we hopped on his death trap for a vehicle. I held on tightly with my eyes closed as usual wishing for him to stop.

He drove for about 15 minutes before he stopped. We were in an alley I didn't recognize.

"If you are trying to kill me. I promise you I will haunt you til you die" I jumped off the motorcycle and pointed a pencil in his face.

He literally died in laughter at me as if I'm insane. "No you dumb dumb, it the old strip club Babylon. Come on"

I followed him but all I could think was awesome I was about to enter the old gay strip club which was burnt down six years ago. I could write my history report about this building, I was so getting an A+

The view from the roof was magnificent. I could see the ferris wheel in the park, I could see my school. It was the most amazing thing ever.

I took out my phone to research the strip club and found out it was once a nursery. I laughed at how they turned a nursery into a strip club. When I began to write down some key points the most exciting thing happened.

Damien's lips were on mine. He was kissing me and for some reason it felt great and right. I didn't like Damien in that way even though for six days non stop we've been going out on these adventures but when he kissed me I felt butterflies.

That was until his hand slid up my skirt and I backed away from him. It took me way too long to catch myself.

"You've got to be kidding me. I mean I heard the stories about you taking girls to some abandon building to do it but I..I. you know what I'm leaving" I yelled and stormed off with him right behind me.

"So you are trying to tell me you aren't into me at all" he asked

"Is it so hard to think that someone doesn't like you"

I kept on walking away but he kept following me. "And if I like you why would I have sex with you and better yet why would I do it in an abandoned strip club?" I turned around and asked.

"So you would do it somewhere else?" He smirked

"Drop dead " were my last words before I ran down the stairs out the building and down the road. I called Ricky for a ride home which he told he I had to pay for but that didn't matter, I'd pay him anything at the moment.

I felt like crying when I remembered I was still his tutor.

I hate bad boys.

Flashback end

I sighed remembering that was the first time he ever hurt me.

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Xoxo

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