The Bad Boys and I

CH 27: I love her

Damien Pov

I watched her leave the bathroom then disappeared out of the basement. I wanted to follow her but I couldn't. I couldn't move, I couldn't come up with something to say to her, I couldn't be around her without needing to hold her in my arms but I love her so much that I'd respect her decisions.

I got up and went to the punching bag and began punching it. I didn't stop to rub my aching knuckles, I kept punching and punching until my phone went off.

I picked it up reading the message that came through.

Ashley: I'm not afraid to tell her, you know I will tell her.

I ignored it and she messaged again.

Ashley: baby I know you want me, just come let me show you things she can't do.

Me: look whore stop messaging me. And I dare you to go near Rachel I'm not afraid to snap you like the fucking twig you are. Now fuck off and carry your burn out nasty pussy with you.

I messaged then blocked and deleted her number out of my phone. I remembered Gage was having a party tonight, I wasn't planning on going but at the moment I needed to drink, shots everything.

I walked up the stairs and went to my room and took a bath. I pulled on a white shirt, jeans and Nikes Rachel bought me with a gold chain she also bought me to match with hers.

I messaged people I was going to the party so I would have some back up. Gage party's get a bit out of hands alot.

I went into the kitchen to get something to eat before I left. I ate my cheese cake. When I opened the front door I saw Rachel's car still parked next to mine and I walked over to her passenger seat and opened the door.

She acknowledged me but didn't turn her head nor spoke and I didn't speak either. We sat in silence for about five minutes before she spoke.

"I didn't feel like going home so I just sat here thinking where to go."

"I'm going to a party you wanna come?"

Hearing the word party made her flinch.

"Never mind" I said

"I'll drive" she replied starting the car and pulling on her seat belt.

"Wait....what?" I gave her a puzzled look.

"I think I'm going to need something to drink. That's very strong so why not" she said backing up the car.

"It's Gage's party" I said knowing how she was going to react to it being his party. Hearing the name Gage she slammed her foot on the breaks.

She turned and looked at me then looked back at the house then at her hands on the wheel then back at me until she jus layed her head on the head rest and closed her eyes.

That was not the reaction I was expecting, I was looking forward to her yelling and acting all worried because she doesn't like me hanging out with him. I stared at her hoping when she opened her eyes she would ask me if I'm crazy or if I'm mad but she just kept her eyes close and it looked like she was trying to control her breathing.

"Enjoy your party"

What the fuck

She read my expression and frowned before staring through the window. "It's not my responsibility anymore to tell you who or who not to hang out with"

If she was looking at my face she would have seen my heartbroken expression. I opened the door and got out taking out my phone to message back people to tell them I changed my mind, I was staying home instead.

However when I saw my car I decided to get in it and drive anywhere but everywhere I could think of I had memories with Rachel. I sighed before spotting my motorcycle under a tree and smiled running to it and hopping on it. I took off leaving Rachel in the drive way.

I drove to Paul Green Diner and sat in a corner eating cheese cake, muffins and Long Island Ice Tea. I sat there remembering the first time I brought Rachel there. It was the first time I brought her out, I carried her to a cheer thing then to therapy and then I brought her here and got her home by exact nine.

Flashback

"Small fries, salad and orange juice " she ordered.

"That explains your size" I laughed "Double cheese burger, medium fries, two muffins, two crossaints and Long Island Ice Tea but I want a water before my food comes" I order.

"How do you stay so fit with that appetite of yours?" Rachel asked as the waitress left us. I laughed looking at her very confused face. "So you think I'm fit?" I asked smirking, making her blush. I had to laugh at her once more before I told her I work out every other day after shool and every morning I go jogging.

"You are devoted to your body" she said.

Before I could respond the waitress came back. "Here's your water and my number, call me" she smiled seductively making me smiled and I stare at her ass as she walked away.

Rachel cleared her throat to get my attention and I turned my head remembering I was out with her.

"Jealous?"

"You wish" she giggled. She had the most amazing giggle.

Flashback end

"I saw your water was empty, would you like a refill?" The waitress asked. I nodded my head as she poured. After she poured she took a paper out of her back pocket and gave me it.

"Call me sometime" she smiled. I smiled back and watched her walk away. I drank my water and paid my bill and got up. "You forgot something" the waitress told me pointing to the paper with her number.

"No I've got everything that's important" I said walking pass her shock face.

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