Lucifer's Feelings Are Out Of Control

17: A Broken Girl

(*points at title* Me. And, I almost cried writing that last chapter. Mostly cause my emotions are off right now but... who cares? Let's see if this really hurts me. *thinks of what I want to happen* *almost starts crying* Bean... And did like anyone get hurt from that last chapter or am I the only one that is emotional and thought that should never have happened to our poor Luci? Am I the only one? Yes? Okay then... *hangs head sadly* Just comment, okay? Until later...)

Brittney sat there, listening to the loud music she was playing to drown everything out. He was gone and that was fact. She was gonna have to learn how to cope and that was that. Fall Out Boy vibrates gently through the room as Twin Skeletons came on. Brittney hums along to the song, but it was half-hearted.

She glares at her door when she can hear soft knocking over her CD player. Brittney sighs before tossing off the covers and turning down the music.

"What?" She snaps, opening the door to Sam.

"You can't stay back here blaring Fall Out Boy all day. Come on, you haven't eaten anything today." Sam mutters and Brittney shrugs, expressionless.

"I'm not hungry." She lies.

"Brittney... eat something. Besides, we need to talk to you." Brittney shakes her head, frowning slightly.

"There's nothing to talk about." She mutters, voice suddenly showing a little bit of hurt and pain. Sam sighs sympathetically, looking down at her worriedly.

"Brittney, just please listen to what we have to say."

"I said there's nothing to talk about! He's dead! And I have to accept that!" Brittney shouts, tearing up quickly and beginning to shake with more sobs.

"I want him back so bad." She sobs, letting Sam pull her into a hug.

"I know you do. That's what we need to talk about."

"But he's gone."

"Maybe not." Brittney steps back, looking at Sam skeptically.

"Just, come on. You're eating something and listening to us."

(TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY FALL BREAK)

Brittney scoffs, shaking her head and fighting back tears. Sam and Gabe were sitting across from her, telling her about what they had talked about.

"But we watched him die." She snaps, tearing up with desperation. She wants to believe them she really does, but couldn't.

"Every time we've tried to kill Lucifer, he wouldn't die. It didn't affect him the way it should have." Sam says quietly and Brittney starts crying.

"I want to believe you. I do. But, Maxlar is powerful. He can do things we never thought possible. He must've done something to the blade to kill him." Brittney whispers and Gabe sighs.

"Brittney... I'm sorry." He whispers and she looks over at him. Sam glances over at Gabe worriedly.

"I feel so empty without him here. I get so angry cause I feel like I'm being threatened. I'm just so frustrated that I couldn't do anything to help him."

"It's not your fault." Sam sighs.

"That's the thing. I know that. But I can't help but feel like it's my fault he's gone." Brittney sobs and Gabe nods.

"I'm going back to my room." With that, Brittney quickly gets up and runs out of the room. She quietly closes the door to her room and turns up the music on her CD player. Monster by Imagine Dragons came blaring on, scaring her slightly.

"I'm only a man with a candle to guide me! I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me! A monster a monster, I've turned into a monster and it keeps getting stronger." Brittney sings along sadly.

"What if I told you what I was, would you turn your back on me? And if I seem dangerous, would you be scared?" Brittney slowly starts crying while sitting down on her bed.

"Lucifer..." Brittney whispers.

"You weren't a monster. I would never leave you, so why did you leave me?" She sobs, hugging a small stuffed cat closer to her chest. Lucifer had given it to her a few days ago, just before Maxlar fucked everything up.

"Why did you leave me?!" She screams, uncontrollably sobbing.

"Lucifer, why did you leave?"

(MEANWHILE MISHA (JK) AS WELL AS MAXIE)

Lucifer froze suddenly, hearing a faint voice. He's going crazy, this was it.

"Lucifer, why did you leave?" Brittney's faint voice echoed in his ears, giving him goosebumps.

"Bean..." He whispers, tugging on the chains. Maxlar suddenly appears in the room, scowling.

"So, still no escape attempts?" He fake frowns and Lucifer glares at him. 

"Go fuck yourself."

"So rude."

"You're one to talk." Lucifer snaps and Maxlar shrugs.

"I like to think I just state my mind."

"So even your thoughts are rude?" Lucifer smirks, but it wasn't very effective. Maxlar chuckles and walks over to Lucifer.

"You're still trapped here, you know that, right?" Maxlar asks, fully serious. Lucifer doesn't reply, even refusing to look at him. Maxlar sighs slightly before leaning closer to Lucifer's ear.

"I hope you don't mind if I pay your little Bean a visit." He whispers before disappearing suddenly. Lucifer gasps, fighting back tears. He lets his head fall back before screaming a no into the dark silence.

"I'm so sorry, Bean."

(Damn. That was emotional. Or maybe it's just me. Who knows? *shrugs* So, yeah, I had an evil idea. Things bout to get real in here, kay? Bad, bad, bad things coming. *evil chuckling* So yeah, I am so ready for this. Hope y'all enjoyed! Until later...)