Chapter 4 - Goodbye For Now

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Next day

I rushed to the hospital to find Jay there, she looked kind of sad, but I didn’t know why. I went to her a smile on my face “Hi, Jay! Excited? They’ll be releasing Lou today!” a big smile formed on my face but it quickly faded as I saw Jay starting to cry. “Jay, no no don’t cry! Louis’ okay”. She looked at me her eyes filled with sadness and hesitation. “Oh, Harry dear! I’m sorry Harry but Louis won’t be coming home” she said as she looked into my eyes which were wide open from the shock. “Why can’t he go home Jay? He was okay yesterday, we talked and laughed. So why aren’t we taking him home?” I said as I felt tears threaten to fall down my face.

“The doctors told me that they are afraid that Louis might attempt suicide again and they want him to go to therapy. So they’re going to bring him to a therapy clinic where he can recover.” she said trying to comfort me. “B-But he’s o-okay and I can he-help him so why th-therapy” I said unable to speak probably due my sobbing. “I’m sorry Harry dear but the doctors said that he needs professional help. It’s for his best Harry, they’re going to help Louis to be okay again. I’m sorry Harry” she said patting on my shoulder “Does Louis know?” I asked sadly. She nodded as an answer, “When will he leave?” she looked at me and I could see pity in her eyes “Today, in about an hour”. Tears started leaving my eyes again “I’m gonna go to him” she shouted a ‘wait’ before I ran off to Louis’ room. “Eleanor is with him!” she said.

Eleanor what is this bitch doing here. I really hated her, she was one with management, they both wanted to separate me and Louis. They hurt Louis and made him suffer I’ll never forget them this. I rushed to Louis’ room and kicked Eleanor out of the room. “Get out I don’t want to see you here.” I shouted at her she said goodbye to Louis and went away I could her mutter ‘jerk’ as her went away. Without saying a word I could see that Louis already realized my red eyes and knew why I cried. I sat next to Louis on his bed. We were cuddling as I started crying “Baby, don’t. I know how you feel. I don’t want to leave you too. But I have to.” he said trying to calm me down, pulling me into a hug. “I-I kn-know Lou b-but I di-didn’t want y-you leave. No-Not again” I broke down in tears. “Now calm down, maybe it won’t take long in the rehab and they’ll release me soon.” He smiled trying to comfort me “And you know we can’t just spend our hour with only crying” he smirked making me laugh “Yeah, you’re right” I wiped my tears.

I got closer to his face and crushed our lips together. They were moving in sync, he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance which I happily accepted. Our tongues were dancing together not mattering about anything else. We parted our lips as we were in need for air. It was silence; you could only hear our pants in the room. We looked at each other, grinning like mad men. We stayed in the bed for the rest of the hour cuddling, kissing and whispering sweet nothings to each other while talking about lots of things. Things we wanted to do, things we’ll so in the future.

A knock interrupted us as we were talking happily. It was Jay, she told us that the car was waiting for Lou. We got out of the room holding hands and walking out of the hospital. The path that seemed so long on the first day in the hospital went faster as I’ve ever expected. We were now in front of the entrance, Louis looked at me sadness in his eyes as they got teary. I too, my tears started building as I hugged the older lad “I’ll miss you, Boobear!” I said sobbing. “I’ll miss you too, Hazza! But don’t worry I’ll try to come back as fast as possible” he said as he placed a kiss on my forehead. “Boo, promise me that you’ll always love me and that you’ll never leave me!” I said as I looked deep into his ocean blue eyes. “I promise you, Harry! I’ll never leave you alone again and I will always love you always and forever” he said looking into my eyes. “Me too, Lou! I’ll love you always and forever!” we kissed our last passionate kiss filled with love. Louis entered the car and waived to me as he left. I felt sad but I decided to be strong for my Boobear. Never would I have thought that this will be out last meeting and out last kiss ever.

Louis’ POV:

I was sad as I left Harry there all alone, I could see how sad the boy was as I left. I started remembering the curly boy’s forest green eyes as I looked at them not a minute ago. They were amazing, I really liked Harry’s eyes, I could stare at them for hours without getting bored. Who would have thought that this will be the last time to see these eyes again.

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