101 letters for you, Lou (Larry Stylinson) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 14 - It's Too Late

It was really hard writting this chapter *tears falling*

Letter 100

Dear Lou,
I…I don’t know what else to say but I’m sorry Lou. I’ve given up on everything but I want you to know that I will always love.

Lots of Love, Hazza xxx

I went out, heading to the place where it’s all begun. Louis’ apartment. I think about everything that has happened to me since the first time I’ve seen Louis. As cliché as it may sound now but it was love at first sight. From the first time I’ve seen him I had this feeling that we’ll have something special. I still remember the feeling after being put in a band together, how happy I was back then. And how happy I was when he asked me out, it was the best day of my life. After about two years Louis got his fake girlfriend Eleanor. She was really nice yet jealousy was burning inside of me. I wanted to tell the world that we were together yet I couldn’t. All the dates he went to with Eleanor were supposed to be for me and how I’ll be mad and sometimes I screamed at him. I made him feel guilty; I made him want to end his life. But now I’ll make it all good, I’ll end all his and my pain.

I looked outside the window, I was there. I entered the apartment; Louis’ sent was still all over the place. I don’t know why I’m here but something told me that I had to end it there, in the place where it’s all begun. I was now in the living room, memories of the incident, Louis’ lifeless body lying there. I went to the now clean couch and sat on it writing my last words.

As I finished my face was stained with tears, they were falling from my face soaking my shirt and my last letter. I took the pill bottle that I brought with me from my pocket. I take a hand full pills and bring them in my mouth and they slide down easily.

I feel myself getting dizzy and everything started becoming blurry. I lay down on the couch, unable to be in a sitting position anymore from the dizziness. Memories of me and Louis flashback in my mind, memories that I’ve once cherished and still do. My sight gets blocked by black spots. I take a very last breath before I sink into darkness. “I love you, Louis” were my last words before I closed my eyes for the last time.

Three hours before
Louis’ POV:

Finally I’ll leave today; I’ve been waiting for this day since ages. Finally I’ll see everyone again; I’m really happy but also really nervous too. How is everyone going to treat me now? Good thing that they don’t know that I’m coming today, so that I’ll be able to see their shocked faces and so that I won’t have to come home to see hem doing a surprise party for me. Suddenly a knock interrupts my thoughts. “Louis, the car is waiting for you outside. Have you finished packing everything?” Dr. Lindsay said as she entered my room. “Yes, I’ve finished” I smiled at her. She smiled back “So this is a Goodbye then?” “Yeah, it is. Thank you for everything” I went and took her into a hug. “Don’t thank me Louis. I wish you a bright future” and she went out of my room, me following after her. I got into the car and my journey home has started.

About two hours later I finally stood in front of my apartment. I opened the door, took my bag in my hand and entered my so familiar home. I put my bag in front of the door way and went to take a tour in my house. I entered the living room and gasped at the sight. Harry laying on my couch an empty pills bottle in his hand. I instantly called an ambulance and ran to him and started shaking his lifeless body, in hope he’ll wake up. But as I touched him I gasped loudly and tears started streaming down my face. He was so cold.

I didn’t know what to do anymore so I called Liam. “Hallo, Louis. Mate how are you I missed you so much” He said his voice filled with happiness that it was me finally calling. “Zayn, Niall come here it’s Louis” I could hear him calling. “L-Liam” I said my voice weak and cracking. “It’s a pity that Harry isn’t with us” he said and this is when I started sobbing uncontrollably. “Louis! Louis? What’s wrong?” he asked his voice filled with worry. “Co-me to my ap-apartment hur-rry. It’s Harry” I said between sobs. “Okay, Louis we’re coming. Hold on”.

The ambulance arrived about 5 minutes afterwards following with Liam and the lads. The paramedics rush into the apartment and started doing some stuff with Harry. I didn’t know what to do I just stood there unable to move. I heard the lads calling my name and in a second I was taken in a tight hug from all of them. A paramedic came to me, judging by his looks something bad must have happened.

“Mr. Tomlinson” he called my name earning a ‘here’ from me. “We’re really sorry but it was too late. We couldn’t save him. I’m sorry for your loss”. My cheeks which were still a bit wet cause of my tears got more watery due to big amount of tears which has fallen down my eyes. I started screaming while sobbing uncontrollably. This must be a nightmare from which I’ll wake up soon, I hoped but it wasn’t. I went to Harry and started shaking him “Don’t d-die on me H-Harry. St-op and wak-e up. Harry!” I screamed and screamed to the point where I lost my voice. I felt someone pulling me away from Harry. “No, leave me. No” but it was useless. I felt something sharp being injected into my skin and cold liquid being forced down my veins.

I started feeling dizzy and my body felt heavy. Black spot started blocking my sight and I felt myself sink into darkness.

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