101 letters for you, Lou (Larry Stylinson) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 5 - Letter no. 1 - 7

It's really hard to work on the story while having millions of things to do, yet i manage some time to write. hope you have fun reading the new chapter  ;) 

My first days in the clinic were terrible, I missed Harry so much and I wanted to be by his side. But I didn’t give up I tried my best, so that they will let me see Harry again soon. And I made it after about a week of treatment, a week of no contact with any friends or family members, the doctors allowed me to write and receive letters from them. And they’ve even asked my friend and family to do so since it will help with my treatment. I received many letters from friends, my mum and sisters. Yet the letter for which I have waited the most wasn’t there. I didn’t receive any letters from Harry for about one week and my heart started to ache. But maybe he was just too busy dealing with the media or something.

Harry’s POV:
Letter 1

Dear Boobear,
I was really happy as I knew that you were doing better and that the doctors allowed you to write and receive letters. I can’t describe how much I’ve missed you this past week, the rooms of my apartment were cold and dark, sometimes I didn’t want to look at them because of the sad memories we had there. Yet I still was happy that you were now mine and every time I’ve thought about it, my heart pounds so fast, that I feel it coming out of my chest. Well I decided to write you a letter every day and tell you how everything is going on. That way you won’t feel that you’ve missed anything. The boys were sad that you were gone but I told them that it was only for a little while. You promised right? That you’ll do your best? I really love you and miss you a lot Boobear!
love, Harry xxx

Letter 2

Dear Boobear,

I didn’t receive any reply for my letter from you but maybe it just takes some time for you to get the letter. Well I’m sure that everything will be okay and since I told you I’ll write you a letter every day, I wrote you a letter today too. I’m always very excited when I write you a letter just the thought about you reading it and getting all the love I put in these letters just makes me so happy. It was a rather boring day today. My mum called me because she wanted to see me so I went to her and we went shopping then I returned home. I really miss you Boobear get better soon for me J
love your, Hazzabear xxx

Letter 3

Dear Boo,

Today my mum called me to tell me that she got a letter from you. She sounded pretty happy and told me what you have written her. She also told me that you were really busy and didn’t have enough time to reply on all the letters at once and that you need some time to finish them. So she told me that I just have to wait and I’ll get a letter from you. But why did my mother get a letter first but not me, though I was the first one to send you a letter. I hope you’ll find time to reply to my letters, because I’m starting to worry about you, Boo.

Love, Hazza xxx

 

 

Letter 4

Dear Lou,

I got up today while having a goofy smile on my face. Well I had a dream; it was about you and me, us. It was rather strange because I didn’t have a dream for a very long time, yet I was really happy as I had one about you. We were at the tower bridge and it was an early summer evening. The sun was beginning to set and the sky was filled with colors, red, yellow, pink and even a bit of purple. It was a very romantic sight. You were brushing your hand through my curls whispering sweet nothings into my ear, it was pretty cute and then we kissed. It was nice to feel your lips again thought it wasn’t real, yet it felt so real in my dream. And after we parted our lips you told me that you loved me and I replied with ‘I love you too’ and then I woke up. I tried to sleep again maybe I’d be able to continue my dream, yet I couldn’t. It was a bit disappointing though, yet I was happy that I had a dream about you even if it wasn’t complete. I was another boring day and I decided to stay at home and watch anything on TV when suddenly the doorbell rang. It was the lads, they came to surprise me and watch some movies with me like old days. After we made popcorn, we went to watch ‘Finding Nemo’, I don’t know when we will ever get tired of that film, but it’s some tradition after all. As I sat on the couch I remembered how we’d cuddle together while watching movies and kissing. A tear fell down my face as I remembered these days. I wiped it quickly and continued watching the movie, hoping that you’re alright. Asking myself what you’d be doing now. I really miss you Boobear please reply as soon as possible. I really miss you like hell.

Love, Hazza xxx

Letter 5

Dear Lou,

Are you mad at me? Did I do something wrong? If it’s the case then please tell me I can’t bear your ignorance. I want to see you, to hug you tight and kiss you. I just want one letter Lou. I’m starting to feel sad but I know that you don’t have time. Yet I’m just selfish, I just want to be the only one to get to read your letters. The letters you’ve written to me. Well I won’t stop writing you letters even if you don’t reply, because when I write you these letters I get the feeling that I’m not alone. I don’t want to be alone again Lou. Please don’t leave me. Love you

Your Hazza xxx

Letter 6

Dear Lou,

Today the lads came to me to take me out since we didn’t do much together and they thought that it would be lonely if we don’t kind of comfort each other. We went to each Nandos and as always Niall was the first to enter. We all laughed at how happy Niall was. Well guess you understand when it comes to Niall and food. I really had fun today but something was missing, I felt my heart ache and after a while I realized the reason for this pain, it was you Lou. I missed you and I wanted you. It almost killed me as I knew that everyone got a letter from you but not me. Even Eleanor got one but not me, do you really hate me Lou. Are you going to break you promise? I hope you won’t, I don’t know what you might be thinking now but I always think about you. You’re always on my mind, your smile has never faded from my memory and I’m sure that it will be there forever.

Love, Hazza xxx

 

Letter 7

Dear Lou,
It’s been a week since I started writing you letters yet I didn’t receive anything. I started thinking that maybe I addressed it to the wrong place but I checked it very carefully every time. I don’t understand why this might be happening. Well I just don’t want to think about this possibility, which is most like to happen, but I didn’t want to hear it. I didn’t want to think of it. Maybe you did this on purpose, do you want to hurt me and make me feel the pain you went through. Please Lou don’t do this to me I’m nothing without you. I’m a body without soul; I’m half a heart without you, Lou. I just want you to know that I will always love you maybe if you read my letters again you’ll realize this. But I can tell you as many times as you want to hear I love you Boo, I really do.

Your, Hazza xxx

Hope you've liked the first letters well there's still much work to do. I'm only in letter 7, still have long way though. There's still 94 letters to be sent to Lou. If you like don't forget to vote and leave me comments if you like to, it really makes me happy to read every single comment :))))