101 letters for you, Lou (Larry Stylinson) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 9 - It's Just An Other Dream

Hi guys

I'm really sorry that i didnt update earlier :( I really wanted to but i had those day where my inparation just left me and i could form a correct sentence 'cause i had so many things on my mind but to make it good again I will update two chapters today :) So....enjoy your reading ;)

Love,

Sherine

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I woke up and looked at my watch, it was 9pm. It wasn’t really this late I could go home if I wanted to but I didn’t bother to go home. I still wanted to stay here some more. So I decided to sleep at Louis’ today. I don’t know if that was a clever idea or not but right now I didn’t want to leave Louis’ scent. Memories started coming up my mind. Memories which only made me feel lonelier and miss him more.

Letter 58

Dear Lou,
I went to your apartment yesterday, it was quiet and it still looked the same. A couple of minutes after I entered, I was in the living room. Memories of the incident flashed in my mind and tears left my eyes. The picture of your lifeless body covered with blood on the couch was just too much for me, so I left the living room as fast as I could and went upstairs to your bedroom. I stayed there till I fell asleep and after I woke up, I still didn’t go home. I just wanted to stay there more and smell your wonderful scent. So I just stayed there on the bed remembering some memories we’ve shared. I miss you and I just can’t do anything about it.

Your, Hazza xxx

Liam’s POV:

“And? What did Zayn say?” I looked at Niall waiting for an answer. “He doesn’t know either Liam. He said the last time he talked with him was about 3 weeks ago.”. A sigh escaped my mouth as I was worried about Harry. Niall came and sat next to me on the couch. “So? What are we going to do?” he asked with hope in his voice. “Well, go pack some clothes we will go and stay with Mr. Styles for a bit” I said with a smile on my face. He smiled back and went to his room to pack. After half an hour mine and Niall’s suitcases were at the front door. “Come on Niall, hurry up if you want us to grab something to eat on our way” and in less than a second he stood in front of me. “Here am I” and a big smile was on his face. We went to grab dinner for Niall, Harry and me. After about 30 minutes we were in front of Harry’s apartment, I rang the doorbell. Nobody came the first time I rang so I rang about six, seven times before Harry came. “What the hell do you want?” he yelled, his hand in his hair and shirtless, before he looked at the person who stood in front of him. “Liam! Niall! What are you two doing here and what the hell are these suitcases for?” now he sounded more annoyed then seconds ago. “Well, hi Harry! Nice to see you too!  Won’t you at least let us in?” I said sarcasm in my voice and he let us in. “I’ll go see if there’s something to drink in the fridge” Niall said as we were in front of the door. I entered to see a huge mess everywhere and “What the fuck, Harry? You fridge is empty do you even eat anything?” Niall asked. Harry was on his way to his bedroom when I stopped him. “Harry Edward Styles! Where do you think you’re going?” I said or you could also say I yelled. He looked at me and asked me “What? Look Liam I haven’t slept since ages so let me have a nap then we can do everything together the three of us okay? Just let me sleep!!” he said with a sleepy voice yet he managed to yell a little “Okay go to sleep” I sighed. “Good night Harry” Niall said. “Good night Niall” and then Harry disappeared in his bedroom.

Harry’s POV:

I was happy as Liam let me sleep for some time. I went to my bed and laid there under the covers and closed my eyes. And sleep took over me.

Where am I? It’s cold and dark. I feel lonely, where’s everyone, where is Louis? I started walking in hope to find anyone when suddenly I heard a voice, a too familiar voice. My eyes widen in surprise. Is this really him, or am I just imagining things like usual? I followed the voice and after some walking that felt like forever I’ve seen the source of this voice. It was him; it was Louis, my Boobear. I ran when I’ve seen him and I started calling him a big smile on my face. “Louis, Boobear! Is that really you?” I stopped in front of Louis and my smile dropped. What was Eleanor doing with him? “Boo, what is she doing here??” my voice cracked a bit and my eyes started getting teary. “What do you mean with what she’s doing here with me, isn’t that obvious she’s my girlfriend!” he said looking at me with disgust. “B-But you promised me to always be with me. You told me that you loved me and that you didn’t love her. You promised me Louis!” I said now tears were streaming down my face. “I don’t remember promising you anything. And anyway promises were meant to be broken. So stop being a selfish jerk and leave us alone” he said and started walking away. I fell on my knees unable to stand from the shock. I was now crying rivers “L-Louis, n-no. don-don’t lea-ve m-me! Louis pl-ease! I-I don’t wan-t to-to be al-one, n-no”. I cried and screamed yet Louis didn’t return he just suddenly disappeared in the dark and I only could continue crying and sobbing endlessly. Till I suddenly heard someone call my name and I was shaken. The voice was first blur and very quiet that you couldn’t hear it but it got louder every second “Harry, Harry! Wake up Harry, it’s only a dream!”.

Liam’s POV:

I heard some voices as I was walking by Harry’s room, I got worried and knocked on the door “Harry, are you okay?” but I didn’t get an answer so I opened the door. I saw the younger boy curled up in his bed and shivering, his face was stained with tears and he was talking in his sleep “Louis please, don’t leave!” he kept saying. He was having a nightmare, in which Louis was apparently leaving him. He looked so pained as if someone was crashing him into million pieces. I went and started shaking Harry slightly in hope for him to wake up but he didn’t so I tried doing it a bit harder while calling him. His screams and sobs were now heard everywhere in the apartment. “Harry, Harry! Wake up Harry, it’s only a dream!” I said and his eyes shot open and more tears flowed down his face. Niall came just a minute before Harry has opened his eyes and he had a sad look on his face. “Louis, Louis?” the younger boy said as he was clinking to my shirt. “Shh. Harry, now calm down everything is going to be okay, yeah?” I said with a soothing tone that hopefully will calm him down. I guess he now was awake now cause he then suddenly said while sniffing “L-Liam, Niall?”. He rubbed his eyes and wiped his tears away. “Harry, are you okay? You had a nightmare and you were talking” Niall said he made eye contact with me and said “I’m going to make him something warm to drink, you stay with him” I nodded and he gave me a small smile before he left.