i'll still protect you

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*BEN's POV*

I stared at the message for what seemed like hours. She didn't love me... i thought that we were something that happened only once every thousand years... i knew her in my past life and i just stumbled upon her in this one, and fell head over heels... why didn't she love me?! I don't think i can live without her now... well, i can't live in the first place, but she made me feel alive again.

B: what?...

C: i don't think we're going to work out. I'm sorry.

B: no. Don't be sorry. It's probably my fault.

C: it's my panic attacks Ben. I can't help them.

B: but i'm the one that caused them...

C: don't say that

B: i'll still protect you... you know that right?

C: protect?

B: from danger. I don't care if you hate me now, but you're not getting hurt. You're my responcibility.

C: i'm not anyone's object. Goodbye Ben.

I couldn't focus on anything. The room was spinning around me and i was quickly loosing my balance. I basically fell through her computer screen, and into my room. I searched for a chair or something that i could grab onto to hold me up, but there seemed to be nothing. I just collapsedbon the floor and began to sob. Why didn't she love me?

"Why didn't who love you?" I hear Jeff say from the doorway. Anger flares inside of me.

"Just go away! Can't you see that i don't want to talk right now?!"

"That just makes it funny." He said with a grin.

I sighed and turned away. He's a dick... but i need to ignore him. He sat down beside me on the floor and spoke quietly.

"I don't usually do these things, but what's wrong? In all my time that we've spent at the mansion, i've never swen you like this.

"It's my girlfriend... she doesn't want to see me anymore and it's all my fault. I keep giving her panic attacks..."

"It'll be ok. Maybe not now, but trust me. What's her name?"

I stared at him causiously. Why did he want her name?

"Cynthia..." i said quietly.

"Well, like i said, you'll get through this. Just take a day off and i'll kill people for you too."

My eyes widened. Was he offering to help me?!

"T-thanks Jeff!" I exclaimed. He put his finger up to his mouth, gesturing for me to be quiet. He left the room, and i fell back on my bed. My eyes closed for only two seconds, until they flashed open again.

He asked her name...

He's going to kill "more people" for me...

And she's vunerable at the hospital...

Oh God...

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