Strong Enough 2

Chapter 6

I wake up the next morning with a huge headache. I look around the room and there's One Direction posters everywhere.

This isn't my room.

This isn't Mya's room...

I jump up as fast as I can, which makes my headache worse. I glance down at the bed and there's a girl there. She turns over and smiles at me. She looks familiar, but I don't have time to think about it. I need to know what happened last night, and I need to get to Mya.

"Good morning sleepyhead," she says cheerfully.

"What happened last night?" I ask her.

"We had fun," she says with a smirk.

"Did we...?" I ask in a shaky voice. She laughs.

"No. You passed out before anything could happen, but we did make out a little."

I'm relieved that I didn't sleep with her, but the thought of kissing her disgusts me. She's an okay looking girl, but she's not my Mya. She's skinny.....too skinny and she has medium long pink hair. I can also tell that she smokes... a lot.

I pick up my phone and find a text from Ronnie.

*Dude did know that Mya punched the crap out of Rico yesterday?*

She punched him? Why would she do that unless.......

I mentally punch myself in the face when I think about what really happened. She didn't kiss him. He kissed her to piss me off and I fell for it, and now I'm in some girls room instead of with Mya where I should be. I need to go apologize to her right now.

"Oh wait!" the girl calls after me when I start to leave. "This girl called you last night."

My heart drops. "Did you answer?" I ask. She smiles. "Yeah. I told her to stop calling and that you're with me now."

"Why would you say that?" if she wasn't a girl, I swear I'd throw her across the room.

"Because why would you want her when you can have all this?" she gets up and steps closer towards me. She grabs my waist and tries to unbuckle my pants.

I push her away as fast as I can and run straight towards the bathroom. I throw up until there's nothing left in my stomach.

It's mainly the alcohol but her touching me made me even more sick. Why the hell did I come here? I should be with Mya right now. She should be laying on my chest, listening to my heartbeat while I stroke her hair. I can just imagine how she feels right now.

I walk out of the bathroom and head straight towards the door. The girl tries to make me stay but I shrug her off.

I make it to Mya's house and her mom greets me at the door. I head straight up to Mya's room but the door is locked so I knock on it.

Mya opens the door, but her eyes go dark as soon as she sees me. My heart breaks as I take in her appearance. Her eyes are puffy and her lips are swollen from crying. Her hand is wrapped up and I assume it's the one she punched Rico with.

"Mya I'm so sorry," I tell her, trying my best not to cry. She narrows her eyes at me before looking away.

"Sorry?" she questions. "I spent all day yesterday looking for you. I was worried while you were sleeping with some girl!"

"I didn't sleep with her," I tell her.

"Oh so you expect me to believe that?"

"Yes because it's true. I'm sorry Mya, for everything. I didn't sleep with her but I'm an idiot for getting drunk and going to her house. Please forgive me. " I'm on my knees in front of her, begging for forgiveness. I try to grab her hand but she yanks it away. "Mya please."

I can see the pain in her eyes. It should be anger- anger towards me but its pain. I see a tear roll so down her cheek as she closes the door in my face.

I feel the last bit of my heart break as she locks the door again. I lay down on the floor in front of her room until Tré comes home. He summons me into his room.

"So....what happened?" he asks. I tell him everything that happened yesterday. "I'm such an idiot," I say.

"Yeah you are," he tells me. "But I can't judge you because I've been there before. I've done Chantel wrong so many times. I love her to death but I've done stupid things. All you gotta do is prove to her that you love her and you'll do anything for her."

"Should I try to talk to her again?" I ask.

"No. Not right now at least. She might try to stab you or something."

"Okay," I tell him. "I'll see you later."

"Good luck!" he yells when I walk out.

I go home and lay down on my bed. I tried to eat something but I'm not hungry. I miss her. I know I was just with her, but I still miss her. She was so close, yet so far away from me at the same time. I hate myself for what I did. Why did I have to hurt her? Why am I such an idiot?

Not only did I hurt the girl that I love more than anything, but I broke the promise I made to God, my mom, and myself. I went back to that place again. I went back to the old me...