Drive

Chapter 25

"Because I have a boyfriend, and he's your bandmate. I love him, and I couldn't imagine loosing him." I tell him and he grabs my wrist, pushing my hands by my side.

"He doesn't have to find out. Nobody does." My hormones are acting out again, and I restrain myself from falling into this again. I love Niall and don't want to lose him, I tell myself.

"Alex," he runs his hands up my arms and grabs my hips, pulling ne towards him. "Tell me you don't want to feel me again, I dare you." His words have an affect on me, and I push away his hands.

"I don't want your touch, or you, or anything. I want you to leave me al-" I'm cut off by his lips crashing onto mine. My lips act before my mind can catch up and their moving against his. His tongue slides in my mouth and I run my hands up his back, a throaty moan escaping his lips.

"Harry," I moan and run my fingers through his curls. He gently tuggs on my bottom lip and I capture his lips back in mine, not wanting to end the kiss quite yet. He trails his hands down my waist and to my bottom, gently squeezing. I push my hips against his and he grabs my thighs, lifting me and wrapping my legs around his waist. His lips go to my neck, gently sucking and biting.

I won't get enough of this, even though it's wrong. The last three days I've made out with Harry in the kitchen while everyone was gone. The guilt I feel is all pushed away when he holds me, his lips on mine or my neck. It feels right, but the little bit of guilt is what makes it feel wrong.

He begins walking backwards, and turns until my back hits the wall and his hands move to the side of my face. He runs kisses up my neck and my jaw line, before smashing them back on my lips. My hands find the hem of his shirt, breaking the kiss long enough to pull it over his head and toss it on the kitchen floor. He chuckles in my mouth and I pull back a smile. As my fingers fumble with his belt he pulls away from the kiss.

"Are you sure?" He takes into consideration and I answer him by latching my lips onto his neck as I tug the belt out the loops.

"I have an idea." He tells me and I drop my legs from around his waist, my face giving off confusion. He sweeps me off my feet and I let out a laugh as he carries me to the couch, laying me on my back. He supports his weight above me with his hands and I take the opportunity to unbutton his pants, tugging them down his legs. The front of his boxers tighten and I blush, knowing I caused that. He leans down and his teeth graze my collar bone, making me let out a soft moan. His hands cups my breast and I grab the back of his neck, pulling him closer to me.

But as his hands drag down my shorts, it hits me.

"Harry, stop!" I panic and try to push him off of me. He pushes his eyebrows together in confusion.

"Why? I thought you wanted to." There's slight annoyance in his voice, but I do want to.

"I'm sorry, but.. uhm.. I'm on my... uhm.. " I studder as I try to spit out the words.

"Are you on your period, Alexis?" He teases with a smirk playing on his lips. I hide my face in my hands and he laughs, pressing a kiss to my hands.

"I won't fuck you today. But as soon as you're done, holler." I pull my hands away from my face in time to see him smile, dimples popping out.

He presses another kiss to my lips before climbing off of me and pulling his jeans back on. Once he's fully dressed and I have my shorts back on, we sit side-by-side on the couch, The Vow playing on the television.

The door opens and Nialls eyes are disapproving as they land on me and Harry.

"Hey, gorgeous." He tells me and hurries to me, capturing my lips in his. I can still taste Harry on my mouth, and I can only hope he doesn't notice.

I can tell he doesn't when he sets the bag on the table and takes the medicine out.

"I'll give Kaylee her medicine." He tells me. As soon as he leaves, Harry presses a quick kiss to my lips and I push him away.

"Not while he's here." I whisper and he smirks at me. I feel terrible, but the feeling I get when I kiss Harry is irreplaceable. The way Niall kisses me, was almost like Keenan, but more. Me and Keenan loved Kaylee, that's why we were together. Me and Niall love each other, and Kaylee, that's why were us. Me and Harry don't love each other, or like each other for that matter.

"Alex, can I talk to you?" Niall asks once he's back in the kitchen. My pulse begins to race out of fear, but I nod and stand up, following him into the bedroom.

The door closes behind me and I stare at my socks, playing with the tips of my hair absentmindlessly.

"Are you comfortable with Harry here?" I never take my eyes off my socks as he asks.

"Y-yeah, he told me he was sorry and he was drunk that night." I feel terrible for lying to him. He breathes out a sigh of relief and takes a step towards me, my head looking up.

"Managment called while I was out and they want me to go back to America for a few days." He tells me, sorrow in his eyes.

"What? Why?" Why does he have to leave now!?

"A few interviews. I have I think three or four that their requiring. Trust me, I tried to get out of it but I can't." I groan in frustration and wrap my arms around his neck.

"I asked if you and Kaylee could come, but they said no. They wouldn't even tell me why!" I rest my head on his chest and pull him close.

"When are you leaving?" I ask and he wraps his arms around my waist.

"Tuesday. I have to be at the airport at like six that morning." I groan and bury my face in his shoulder.

What's wrong with me? Since when have I been the girl to one moment, cheat on her boyfriend, and the next have him hold her and sulk when he has to go? I'm a terrible person, that's what I am.

"We have two nights, let's make the best of it." He smiles and bends down, picking me back up with him and I let out a small scream. I clamp my mouth shut, remembering Kaylee is asleep and we share a giggle.

"Let's go out tonight. Me, you, and Kaylee. Then tomorrow night just me and you. What do you say?" He smiles, still holding me in the air. I nod and giggle as he drops me on my feet.

"Kaylee's sick." He shrugs and takes both my hands in his.

"It's just allergies, she'll be fine." I give in by rolling my eyes and smiling.

"We're leaving in an hour." He tells me before leaving the room.

***

I hold Kaylee in my arms, rocking her back and forth as she coughs almost non-stop. One cough after the other, every few minutes. We've been sitting on the side of the road for ten minutes, listening to her. She pours tears as she coughs in my shoulder, and I admit, I'm panicking.

"What are we going to do?" I ask, my words rushed and slurred.

"Do you wanna take her to an emergency room?" I nod my head and tell her to get back in her carseat, handing her a water bottle hoping it'll ease her cough.

Once she's buckled Niall takes my hand in his to try and calm me down. He turns on his emergency flashers and speeds off down the road, my eyes closed and clutching onto his hand.

(Niall & Alex (Nalex) or Harry & Alex (Halex) ? I would've updated earlier but WattPad was down. )