Drive

Chapter 31

Songs for the chapter are:

1,2,3,4- Plain White Tees

DNA- Little Mix

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After cutting the cake, we sit around the livingroom and chat amongst ourselves. While Louis and Niall are talking about some "football" game, I catch up with Millie. My father caught the first flight home after saying goodbye..well.. hello.

She tells me Justin is doing fine, he's actually married with two (more) kids of his own, Jackson and Jordan (boy and girl). The girl he's married to is the designer of Miss Me jeans, and is supposedly looking forward to meeting me someday. I have no intentions to see Justin again, even though I would love to, it's best if we shouldn't. Falling in love with him was like living another life. We had our own problems, our own life seperate from the hell we live in. He was my first love, and with all honesty, I'm still in love with him.

Millie tells me she dropped out of college because it wasn't her "thing". But, she's applying for So You Think You Can Dance next year, since she danced all her life. Her mother was a dancer, but died young in a car accident.

"When are you gonna tell him?" She asks me, peeking at Niall.

"I have no idea," I shrug. "It'll be hard." I tell her.

"We should go on a date night tomorrow night. You know me well enough to know I'm gonna spend all your money!" She teases, even though Niall doesn't practically run out of money.

"I'm sure Niall wouldn't mind. We haven't for out in a while." I tell her, taking the last bite of the chocolate cake.

Niall stands up and blocks my view from the front, cupping my cheeks with both hands and just staring at me.

"What?" I laugh. He leans down and presses his lips softly to mine. I giggle in the kiss when Millie coo's beside me.

"You two are so adorable!" She squeals when Niall pulls away from the kiss. He pulls me up by my hands and into his side. I giggle at her over excitment and press a small kiss to Nialls cheek.

Niall yawns and slumps his head on my shoulder, groaning.

"I'm sleepy." He tells me and holds my waist.

"Go to sleep." I tell her, combing my fingers through his knotted hair.

"I can't sleep without you with me." He tells me, making my cheeks heat and my heart melt. Millie "aww's" again and I smile at her, rolling my eyes.

"I'll be up in a bit. Let me put Kaylee to bed." He groans but releases my waist and stomps up the carpeted stairs.

Louis and Zayn hug me, Millie, and Kaylee before they leave.

"Do you mind if I stay the night here?" Harry asks. I still haven't figured out who he really is, or what we had to have sex.

I can't hide the pain from losing my baby. It would've been scary to have another baby when I'm still pretty young, even though we would be perfectly fine. I do want another baby, and ever since I miscarried I've had baby fever. I'm scared to tell Niall because I don't want to be pushed into getting pregnant right away.

"Hello, Alex." Harry breaks me from my thoughts.

"Oh. Yeah, sorry. Yes you can stay, but you're on the couch." I tell him.

"What about the guest bedroom?" He asks, glancing at Millie.

"She's staying in there." I point to Millie and Harry groans, but slumps on the couch.