"Dear Rahim,
Sometimes life throw us in such perplexing situations that we couldn't realize what is better for us and what's not. I don't know what i am going to write down in this letter and how you are going to react to my feelings. After spending a whole night thinking about everything happened in past few days and after conquering every fear of mine, i have decided to pen down my emotions. I couldn't find a better and pure than your own diary , so i am writing this here.
I believe that, one day is enough to realise your worth and then find it in someone else. Something like this happened with me. I was supposed to want you less but i only wanted you more, even when you shouted at me and was rude to me. I didn't know what this feeling was called until I acquainted to your story. You says our encounter was a coincidence but i feel it was destined. Two people so different in nature but with similarity of emotions can try hard to stay away but can never be successful.
Destiny can never be so fortunate , you said that i will sympathize your situation. But what if i say that i am passing through the same since birth. You lost Abbu recently so your pain is fresh and pinches you harder but having your dad and not able to take his care is like a savage full of risks. He left me with my step mom for his business issues, though he's alive and love me most but hope if money could buy everything including the support which i yearned for. God made us alike so that we could understand each others pain very well and help one another to move with all the disparities. I am not the 'distraction ' which will make you stumble while fulfilling your responsibilities but the 'pillar' who will support you to anchor the future of your family.
You gave, what i yearned for.
You stumbled, now i want to be your support.
You provoked, a power too pure.
You did something, i had never felt before.
From the shadows,
Into the limelight
I want to walk by your side.
The bright day, till
Turns into shimmery sky,
I want to hold your hand tight.
I want to victimize your chess
To be your queen and save you from black
In liquor of your life i wish to act like a dash.
You're like a sun ray from among the clouds
Now my ears die to encounter the symphony of your sound.
Hold me in between rains and roaring nebula.
And i will show you the VIBGYOR of your hold....
I hope if you apologize me for the part God forced me to do. I am a kind of person who parallels with her own norms but your behavior melted me in such a way and pushed my mind to read about you or you can say a mirror to me. Battling between my thoughts , position , situation and you , i am writing this letter , though it is hard to image out the insomnia you bought to me in these few paragraphs but i tried because i don't keep to face you . You can say that i am shy or it is like not an era in which a girl can get out of her blanket and describe her affection care direct .
I want to hug you at this very moment when i am visualising the innocent curiosity in your brown eyes.
These an urge to say in between your shoulders . Away from this conservative world of orthodoxies, what i care is about your care . God did something very lucrative to us .
Dear Rahim , you need to adjust with me because i don't know whether I deserve a kind , generous and awesome person in my life but trust me, i will try my best to be caretaker of your home , Akbar and Abbu's wishes.
I know you're down of responsibilities , your life is totally baffled and very much intricate so you might reject me. But trust me I will make my hardest effort to induce happenings in your life and will not be a matter of burden.
Dear Rahim , now it's in your hand . You can make someone's life worth living. Again , i am not sympathizing but want you to empathize my condition and take decision of my life .
I m full of boredom
Please
Enhance my lifestyle
Be a white light
And disperse the
Rainbow of my soul.
And now taking all my senses on my head , i wanna say that.
"I LOVE ❤ YOU MR. RAHIM QUADRI".
Help me out and be mine forever . "
