am i really supposed to sit here and act like what you constantly say doesn't hurt me a little inside?
am i supposed to pretend like i'm okay when i feel and know that i'm not?
why do you think that I'm supposed to fake happiness instead of truly feel it for myself?
being trapped in a box with no way out
being suffocated by my emotions and feelings
shut out form reality
having a dark veil over my life
never feeling the sun on my skin
having multiple scars on my body
masking lust for love
being vulnerable to those that constantly hurt me
degrading my self worth for someone that constantly hurts me
FOR WHAT?!
i shouldn't feel this way
i deserve to be happy
being hurt should never be a trend or an act of display for affection...
-Tiy
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