Over the next week or so, I didn't see much of Alexander and it was so hard to get a hold of him. This base was huge, I couldn't go walking the length and breadth of it everytime I wanted to find him. If he wanted me to find him, he probably would tell me where he was going whenever I did ask him, so I stopped. He had a secret and I had to respect that.
But another week went past and I grew impatient, and one thing especially threw me off the rails.
As I was checking the day's rota in our hallway, I saw that Alexander's had completely changed, even his lunch and breakfast times were different.
He did this.
I didn't know what was happening. I didn't know if he was avoiding me, if he was busy, if he wasn't we'll all because he wouldn't tell me and I couldn't ask!
Although I said I couldn't walk the length and breadth of the base, I did! I was going to be Boo Boo the Fool yet again, and I probably wasn't going to learn from past mistakes- but that's what anger does.
I finally came across Alexander in the gym, sparring with the same guys that Gemini used to train with. I hadn't actually been in there since I got that box from Austin, I didn't think I could. But now, I needed to.
No one spared a glance at me. He'd probably told them to ignore me too. I knew damn well that they all knew I was there.
I watched and waited, Alexander was exceptional at fighting, he was currently up again two guys at once.
Once Pulp called a timeout and threw each of the guys a water bottle, I decided that would be the time to make my move. I tried to appear dominant in the situation, determined to get the answers I deserved, but my tug on Alexander's arm to pull him over to me barely made him budge. He looked down at me with a confused expression- and like that, the power dynamics were once again in his favour; I felt like a child trying to get the attention of an adult. His strength was incomparable.
Alexander held up a finger to the guys he was sparring with, signalling he'd be one minute and then walked over with me to the side- like adults.
"Why are you avoiding me?" I hissed as quietly as I could.
"No need to whisper, those guys can hear you and they don't care," he responded casually.
"Okay, then why are you avoiding me?" I repeated in a normal voice.
"Remember what happened in the car on the way back here, the day before the interview?"
He was referring to the incident where his grip got a little too tight. I nodded, remembering that very well.
"And do you remember what I was like in the medical bay when I was brought back here?" He added.
Again, I nodded.
"I can be like that sometimes now, and I don't want you around to see it. It's embarrassing not being able to control my instincts. I'm training to keep that personality suppressed, yet keep my abilities. I want to fight Austin and to do that I need to be strong." He sighed, "Austin is probably a lot different to the Chace you knew, and that's because of his instincts, but he can keep them under control. I can't do that very well. So I'm sorry if it seems like I'm avoiding you because you did something wrong, I just don't want to hurt you. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself."
My mouth kept opening and closing as my mind went into a frenzy trying to pick out what I wanted to respond to first. I was angry, confused, guilt-ridden and even a little embarrassed- all that was a lot for one body to handle.
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Captured To Become A Vampire Prince's Bride {Book 2}
Vampire-{BOOK 2}- With Arianne now married to Prince Alexander, the conflict between Nox Aterrima and Drecott grows up to one final climax. There is only one thing that can be done to end this war, and it will have consequences for everyone. Will those, w...