Existent

Deceived

For months,

I tried to understand it,

cried all the tears I had,

lost every ounce of sleep

drowning in a cloud of

restless thoughts

wondering, what had I done bad?

How did I love unjustly,

when I gave him everything I had?

Why was she better, 

when she was just a gaping hole,

to consume his body inside of-

while I was so much more,

I offered a heart, 

I cut off my hands,

I lost my eyes, 

I did everything right

then I realized,

after countless sleepless nights,

that some people are just too good,

to be truly adored,

by insane liars

with cheap tastes, and burning desires.