Existent

Fight

And your wondering why

it doesn't feel great,

why it doesn't make you feel 

alive anymore

why every 

single 

night

you fall asleep in the saturation 

of your own tears.

It'll rip you right open,

sometimes you'll have to 

wait days, weeks- months

to be sewn back up

by her

gentle hands,

that lately seem 

so harsh

because if it is perfect

there isn't enough care

though I notice

the pain only sufficed

when you weren't here.