Disclaimer: Before you start reading this book, make sure you have read 'My Band Mate (Levin x Reader'. This is the second book)
Y/N has traveled to Brightport to go to her college. Many years after she has finished, she decided to work in Cadenza's...
Sunday's were my worst enemies since I ten to stay up late and be tired the next morning for work. Although it was one extra free day, that free day was a day where I could get all my stuff done as well.
Of course I would get time to relax and all but, I mean c'mon! Not all the time I need to do chores or shopping or pay the rent.... These are my free days to just sit back and relax!
I sighed as I lay my head on my pillow and started scrolling through InstaCraft. Those makeup and cooking tutorials are satisfying to watch...
As I was watching a video, I got a text and read it.
"Hey wanna meet me today right now if that's okay? At the nearby cafe?"
I looked at the text confused and looked at the number.
Right I gave my number to Kyle, Lex, Malachi and Levin...
It's probably Levin since he wanted to hang out.
My heart skipped a beat and I sighed.
Don't get your hopes too high idiot...
"Sure."
Without knowing, I was already out the door, excitement and the nervous feeling inside me.
That's his girlfriend...
Wait what am I even saying! Malachi told me suggestion sin order to stop having feelings for him!
Alright let's try... Not thinking about him!
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I-It's not working! Am I blushing?! Oh my Irene what is wrong with me... I'm an adult think maturely!
I shook my head randomly as people nearby gave me short, strange looks.
Alright... Um Malachi said stated that I need to cry it all out and maybe eat a ball of ice cream or snacks to get over it...
I can't just make myself cry I don't see He point of that! Um... He already said to think of... of... of Levin differently! Alright! I can't do this!
Levin is a Uh... Levin is bad at picking the type of woman he likes!
I just insulted myself...
Ahem...
He- He has a bad job! I don't know what type of job he has but I'm sure it's so bad I'll throw up!
Um...
Oh! He likes PokeBlox which is so old school... Haha...
I still like it...
Anyways he's weird in general so what's the point? Which doesn't make any sense because who would like someone who is normal?...
I stopped walking and looked ahead, at the stop I made. The memories hit me like a punching bag and a small smile formed on my face.
I put my foot on the playground and saw nobody playing in it.
It's so empty now... Heh...
The slide, under the slide, and overall...
The swings that we swung together as we talked.
This is where we met... Where our friendship took us to high school and until now.
If I never met him, I don't know what I would have done. The band wouldn't have been together...
I sighed and swung in the swing by myself as it felt a little tighten.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of Levin... I wish I could go back to THAT day and would've stayed...
...Of course I was an idiot and instead said no. So, for the sake of his happiness, I'll let him be and forget I ever had feelings for him.
Oh... Malachi also said to keep my distance from him.
A tear rolled down my eye and I sniffed a little. Once the first one fell, the rest followed along on an unbroken stream. Wiping my tears didn't help on this situation at all...
Heh, I'm so pathetic. Crying like this....
...I'm even more pathetic because I never seem to admit my actual first feelings for someone so special to me.
