Far Apart (Levin x Reader) (Slow Updates)

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So things have been going quite well for Y/N and some things seem to have gone downhill with Malachi. Soon that's going to change.~

Malachi
"Y-Y/N!" I called her name as I knocked on the door loudly, panicked.

I don't know why but just seeing him leave like that made my heartache so much it wasn't explainable. Of course I regretted that!

..But I guess that's just my head speaking.

The door opened as I knocked again and instead punched the person in the face. I gasped and saw my brother.

"L-Levin?! What are you doing here?" I asked confused.

"Well yeah apology accepted. Thanks for hitting me in the head," he groaned.

"Sorry.."

He let me in and I just saw Y/N in her couch, laying down and on her phone doing something.

She tilted her head and saw me, and just waved. "What are you doing here?"

"Well, actually I thought you were alone and I was going to ask you something but, he's here so I can't really do that.." I groaned and glared at my brother.

"Good seeing you Chi," he smiled innocently.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him suspiciously. He wasn't the type to cheat.

"I stayed at her place." He just shrugged as my body tended up and my eyes widened.

"W-Wait you just-

"I just slept here calm down. We didn't do anything," Levin said and I could see a hint of a blush.

I just stared at both of them from a distance and looked at how these two have aged.

Here I thought they would end up together, happily ever after. Turns out ones got a girlfriend and the other is so gloomy and didn't even properly confess yet.

But who am I to talk?

I love her so much that I just want her to be happy instead.

But right now I just feel guilty that I said that to Liam's face.

Is it possible to like two people at the same time?..

I sighed as I just remembered memories from back then, when I could just tease the two and they never found out I had feelings for her.

"Whatcha doing in Levin's room?~" I said barging in and seeing the two on Levin's bed, looking at something in his laptop.

"Get out Malachi," Y/N said coldly, not even looking at me in the face.

"Hmm? Do you guys want to be alone? You should've said so.~ Don't worry I'll make sure to close the door. Just please don't let me hear anything. Get soundproof walls."

I could always just see Levin's flustered face and        Y/N's blushing face just collide together as I would always just snicker before running away so they wouldn't kill me.

"Malachi you're so dead!" Levin said as he started to get up.

I just snickered and closed the door in his face, while running into my room and locking it, making sure my brother wouldn't beat me up.

"Open the damn door!"

I smiled sadly to myself, just sighing and sliding down my door as I put my knees together to my chest and my head down.

The noises of Levin's screaming were fading and instead I just pictured Levin and Y/N together, not even knowing why I'm helping my idiotic brother be with her.

I never thought I was good enough for her. I thought maybe if I annoyed them enough, I would get used to them being together, seeing them as a couple and the image of her being with me would go away finally.

Except, it just never did.

Even if Liam slid into the picture, my feelings for her just couldn't go away and stubbornly was still inside my chest, like a flame that wouldn't go out.

I almost wanted to cry out..

I cried silently, as my chest was in pain and my head was throbbing. All the memories of her I could just remember.

All the thoughts..

"You aren't good enough for her."

"Do you think she'll feel the same way?"

"Who would want an annoying person as their boyfriend?"

I glanced at her and just looked at her face.

All I ever wanted was to know how it feels like to love someone and that someone to love you back.

Except,

I know you don't love me back..