My Invisible Love

Chapter 25

Chapter 25

Nag-e-empake na ko ng mga damit ko, 2 days nalang aalis na ko. Nakausap narin ako ni Papa. Naka-usap ko na rin siya about dun sa arrange marriage namin ni Nathan.

Someone knocked my door.

“It’s your Tita Heidy.”-She shouted out.

“Come in Tita.”

Pumasok siya at umupo sa may mini sofa ko.

“Are you sure about it?”

Napahinto naman ako ng pagtutupi ng mga damit.

“Yes tita.” At pinagpatuloy ko na ang ginagawa ko.

“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.” –Tita Heidy’s said.

“Tita…”

“Grace… Listen carefully dear… think how different your life would be if you have never met the person who changed everything. You’re such a strong young lady now. Sa tingin mo ba hindi ka magiging matatag ng ganyan kung hindi mo pinagdadaanan ‘to?

She knows very well.

I smiled to her as a response.

“Alam ko na ang tungkol sainyo ni Nathan… To be honest Grace, matagal ng plano ‘yan. Matagal ko naring alam ‘yan.”

Huh? Bakit hindi niya sinabi sa’kin dati pa? ARGHH. Bakit palagi nalang silang nagtatago sakin?!

“But why you haven’t said this before?”

“As I said a while ago, it’s just a plan.”

Napahawak nalang ako sa ulo ko.

“You know Grace, you should tell him na aalis ka na.”

“He already knew na aalis na ‘ko. Infact ihahatid niya daw tayo.” While standing infront of my shoe closet at namimili na ko ng mga sapatos na dadalhin.

“Whom? Zach? Zach already knew this?” Pagtataka niyang tanong.

Napatingin naman ako kay Tita.

“Huh Tita? Si Nathan po.” I smirked.

“But I’m talking to Zach.”

“Tita… Umalis na po si Zach. Nakita ko po sila na nag-hahakot sila ng mga luggage at inilalagay sa kotse nila. I even saw him slightly smiling to his mother and ate Dessa. Therefore, I guess, he was happy leaving this place. Ugh! Ang galing talaga ni Zach!!!” –I explained habang nakapamewang ako.

I did not expect Zach could do this.

“Wait Grace… Kakausap ko lang sakanya kanina no!” Tumayo si Tita sa sofa at upo naman sa kama ko.

“Are you kidding me tita?” –I chuckled.

“No I’m not. He said nagpa-iwan siya dito sa Pilipinas… He is waiting for something slash someone.”

“Wala na siyang hihintayin, sana sumama nalang siya.”

I get the shoes that I want to bring and currently packing into my luggage.

“Ganyan ka na ba kamanhid Grace?!” Tumaas ang tono ng voice ni Tita Heidy. I was shocked.

“I think so… If this would be the best thing to do, to hide all this sorrows! Tita pagod na ko… Pagod na po akong tanggapin ang lahat na “Okay” lang palagi! I keep on convincing myself that EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY! However, it’s not! It wasn’t. And it will never be!”

Moreover, I started to drown from my tears.

“I know… I know… Pero if you keep on hiding from him hindi mo matatanggap ng madali ‘to. Embrace all this pain. Face it.”

She hugged me so tight as if she’ll never leave me. Eto yung kailangan ko, someone who’ll never let me go, someone na makakaintindi sa’kin. Ang tagal ko ng hindi nakakaramdam nito since namatay si Mama. :(((

“What… *sob* should… *sob* I do…?”

“Tell him, sabihin mo na aalis ka na… Don’t let him hanging. He keeps on hoping na magiging maayos ang lahat at babalik ka sakanya. He loves you so much. Kitang-kita ko sakanya na mahal na mahal ka niya at iniintindi ka niya.”

Bakit parang nagdadalawang isip na naman ako kung aalis ba ako o hindi. Knowing na nagpaiwan dito si Zach just for me? such a big sacrifice. He started to let-go his dreams just for me. He keeps on believing that I’m his INVISIBLE LOVE. He keeps on hoping that he is tracking the right way which destiny leads him.

I still LOVE HIM and HE LOVES ME TOO. But. this would be no longer anymore, I’ll getting married with another guy.

I’m hurting someone who is sacrificing, believing, dreaming and hoping for me…

Napaka-walang kwenta ko! Ang BOBO KO! NAPAKA-TANGA KO. I should listen to him first! PAANO NATITIIS NI ZACH ‘TO? I KEEP ON THROWING HIM AWAY BUT HE KEEPS ON PULLING HIS SELF TO ME BECAUSE HE IS HOPING THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALL RIGHT.

HOW STUPID I AM?!!!

PAANO KO SASABIHIN KAY ZACH?!!!

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