Lillian Paul// Vlog Life

Forgiven(Ch40)

A/N: Thank you for 64K reads🙏🏼💙
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Lillian's POV
I woke up in a hospital bed and I was still wet and cold from the river. Just then a doctor walked in.

"Mrs. Paul there are some boys that would like to see you, may they come in?" He Asked

"No." I said bluntly

"Ok I understand, I'll tell them you don't want them in here." Said the doctor

I feel kind of bad but I'm also mad at the same time. They don't just get a free pass for what they did just cuz they saved me from DIEING when I actually WANTED TO DIE! I would've rather died then look at their faces one more time. Just then Alissa walked in my room.

"I heard what happened and the hospital called me immediately." She said

She ran over to me and hugged me. I moved over so she could sit next to me on the bed.

" what happened?" She asked

I then explained the whole story about how they were at the party and Jack and the guys were drunk and he made out with another girl while the guys cheered him on. I also told her that I wasn't mad just because of that, I was mad because they didn't tell me. I understand that they were drunk and he still cheated and it hurt but it hurt worse that they didn't tell me and I had to find out from a fan. She gave me another hug.

"I think the best thing for you to do is forgive them. They made a mistake and they feel bad and they were crying because they almost lost you. They love you Lillian and you shouldn't shut out those who care." She said

I nodded and gave her a small smile and then hugged her.

"I think you and Jack should stay together. You guys are like my OTP!" She said almost screaming.

"Ok, ok calm down!" I Said laughing

"Sorry." She said also laughing

"It's ok and I think you're right. I've been looking at this all wrong. They made a mistake and I've made many of those. They actually care about me and they risked their lives to jump in the river to save me, Logan did too." I Said

"Exactly, they love you and so does Logan so you should forgive them." She said.

"I will but first I want to take a shower I'm cold." I Said

"I'd offer for you to come to my place but I don't currently have a place since I'm in the middle of moving." She said

"It's ok." I Said

"Well I better get going and if u ever need to talk or if ur sad, call me." She said

"Ok Alissa." I Said

Alissa then left the room and the doctor care back in.

"Looks like you're good to go." He said

"Thanks dr." I Said

"You're welcome." He said.

I got up from my bed and walked out to the waiting room where the boys still waited. I ran over to them and hugged them even though I was still wet they hugged back. I started shivering so Jack gave me his jacket.

"Thanks Jack." I said

"You're welcome." I Said

"Guys I'm sorry for being such a bitch to you guys and I get that you guys were drunk and you were scared to tell me, but I'm willing to put that behind us and just start over." I Said

"Best friends?" Asked Corbyn

"Yes bean." I Said as I hugged him

"And Logan I'm sorry for saying you're not my real brother because you are. You may not be by blood but that doesn't make you any less my brother." I Said as I hugged him

"I love you Lils." Logan Said

"I love you too." I Said back

"Yayyyy we are all besties again!" Said Zach as he jumped up and down which earned glares from everyone in the waiting room.

I giggled at their reactions. Just then Jack spoke up

"So um.. where does this leave us?" He Asked

"Jack I think we should stay best friends and be allowed to be with whoever we want without either one of us getting in the way because, Jack Robert Avery.. I love you and I want you to be happy." I said while looking in his eyes.

"Lillian Mae Paul.. I love you too." He said as he leaned in to kiss me.

Just then Jonah and Logan fake cried and said "Our lil sis is growing up so fast." While wiping fake tears.

I just playfully rolled my eyes and Jack laughed.

"Can you drop me off at my apartment to shower?" I Asked.

"Sure." Said Logan

"Why Don't you just shower at ours and then we can all hang out?" Asked Zach

"Ok." I Said.

We all walked out of the hospital and over to Logan's Yetti. There wasn't a lot of room so I sat on Jacks lap which made the situation 10x more awkward since we just broke up. On our way to their house I think Jack got a boner because he moved me forward on his lap I'm guessing so I wouldn't notice. But me being me I thought it would be funny to tease him so I moved around on his lap which earned a soft moan from his mouth but no one heard it but me. Then I moved back up and the rest of the ride was just normal.

(A/N: that's as dirty as I'll go lmao because I want to keep this book pretty clean. A lot of you are Direct Messaging me and saying I should add smut to this but idk.. what do you guys think? Lmao if I do add it tho then better grab your holy water cuz I ain't holding back😂)

(Time Skip sponsored by Zach's Rosie cheeks)
When we got to their house I went up to Jack and Daniels room and grabbed an outfit I left here and then went into the bathroom, shut the door and got in the shower so I could get the gross river water off of me.

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Sooooo r u glad they made up or do you think Lillian forgave them too easily 🤔