Lillian Paul// Vlog Life

Love?!(Ch19)

Lillian's POV
When we got there, I ran right up to Logan's door and didn't bother to knock. I ran in and gave him a huge hug.

"Hey lils, IM SO HAPPY YOU REMEMBER YOUR FAVORITE BROTHER!" Logan yelled

I laughed, I ran over to Kong's cage and picked him up and sat on the couch with him in my lap while gently petting his soft fur.

Jacks POV
This morning was kind of odd, what made Lillian so upset?! I have to tell Logan. I walk over to the boys and signal them to follow me. They nodded and followed me over to Logan who was sitting at his desk, while Lillian was all the way on the other side of the room on the couch.

"Logan?" Corbyn whispered

"Why are we whispering?" Said Logan

We all pointed to Lillian who was sitting over on the couch still with Kong. We explained to Logan how she just came down crying and how we were worried for her. We all walked over by her and sat down on the couch with her

Lillian's POV
The boys all sat down by me on the couch, including Logan. I just looked down and hugged Kong close to my chest.

"Lillian?" Logan asked

I looked up at him to show I was listening but then I looked back down because I knew what they were all going to say and I know I'm gonna cry again.

"What happened this morning?" Asked Zach

"Nothing, I don't know what you mean." I said playing dumb, I haven't started to cry yet.

"Lillian please tell us. You were crying!" Said Jonah.

"What? No I wasn't." I said trying to avoid them

"Yes you were." Said Jack

I looked up and put Kong down while I looked at each of the boys then before they could catch me, I ran into my room and locked the door. I slid my back down the wall to the ground and cried softly. I heard banging on the door and I didn't want them to think I was trying to hurt myself so I just let them in and they all hugged me and I was crying so hard by now. They took me over to the bed and began to hug me again while singing just to see you smile, Acapella style. By the end of the song, I was wiping my tears away and smiling. They always know how to cheer me up. Jack looked at me and smiled the widest. God I love this boy but how do I tell him that I LOVE him, and how will Logan react?!

"Will you tell us what happened now?" Said Logan

I slowly nodded.

"So ever since that night at the hospital after I was kidnapped by CJ, I started having nightmares but they didn't really bother me since I didn't have my memories so I didn't recognize anyone in them but when I got them back, the next day I woke up from one and that's why I was crying." I explained and a tear slipped and I quickly wiped it away.

"What was it about?" Zach asked

"It was about CJ and you 5, and there were 3 other guys but I couldn't see their faces." I said starting to cry again

Jack hugged me again

"What happened?" Asked Jonah

"You guys died.. I died.. CJ killed me." I said crying

All of the boys hugged me and I kept crying.

"We won't let anyone hurt you." Said Corbyn

They let go and I let out a small smile.

"But it just felt so real and I thought I lost you guys and I'm scared, why would I have the same dream for 3 days?!" I said

"I think you're just traumatized by everything that's happened." Said Jonah.

"Can I be alone?" I asked.

They all nodded and left but I grabbed Jacks arm.

"Please stay." I said

All of the boys smirked at him and at me, Logan did too. I picked up a pillow and threw it at them.

"Oh shut up!" I said laughing.

They all laughed and shut my door as they left. Logan then shouted

"USE PROTECTION!!"

"LOGAN!!!" I scolded

Jack just sat there laughing and I slapped him playfully.

"Hey!" He said

"Hey!" I mimicked

He just glared. I smiled at him and then he kissed me. I kissed back. The kiss lasted a solid minute and then we pulled away and I hugged him and smiled.

"I love you Jack" I said

"I love you too Princess." Said Jack

My heart melted when he called me that. I began to feel him kiss my neck and he kissed my sweet spot which made me softly moan in his ear but not to where the boys could hear. He smirked and then stopped. I whimpered at the loss of contact as he stood up and he just laughed and I giggled.

"Hey Lillian? Would u like to be my girlfriend?" He said smiling

I just smiled real wide and jumped on him, wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his body and kissed him. I let go and smiled and said
"Yes." He smiled too

"But Jack? Let's tell them tomorrow." I said. He nodded

He had to leave so I kissed him one more time and he left my room and then left with the boys and I just shut my door and layed back down and decided to go to bed. I slowly fell asleep