Jungkook POV:
She didn't finish her sentence. What was she going to say? I love what? What does she love? I feel like smacking her face just to wake her up so she can finish her damn sentence but I don't want to hurt her anymore for my selfish reasons. What if she was going to say that she loves me? Then what is going to happen to us? Are we gonna date? Get married? Have kids? What is the damn plan? But what if she wasn't going to say that but something else? So does she not love me? How do I make her love me? Why am I asking myself so many questions?
I've been watching her sleeping in my bed for the past 2 hours. I'm not really complaining, she looks at peace and cute when she is asleep. I cleaned her up, wiped away the blood from her forehead, rubbed a wet towel on her neck then I put her in my shirt and wrapped her up in my blankets. I saw the bite marks on her neck and stomach, I saw the scratches on her thighs, I saw the bruises on her arms and the cut on her head and the big purple bruise on her cheek. He didn't only violate her, he abused her and that makes me angry, that makes me feel like a piece of shit because...
Because I wasn't there to protect her.
People will say 'oh no Jungkook you couldn't have known' but still I'm the one who ignored her today and made her upset. I mean what other reason is there for Jae to go to that party, she was obviously trying to get her mind off me I know because sometimes I do the same, to get her off my mind. I just want to hold her and tell her that everything is going to be ok but its not because when she wakes up she'll be tormented.
I swear to God I'm going to kill Kai and I don't fucking care if I end up in prison, at least I'll be there for a damn good reason. If it wasn't for Uncle JB then I wouldn't have been there in time to stop Kai from hurting her any further.
Flashback:
I'm angry at Jae for playing with my emotions like that but to be fair I also played with her emotions on numerous of occasions and now I know how she feels. I didn't want to make her upset today when I told her off but it was true what I said, what does she want from me? I think I'll just need some space away from her.
I lie down on my bed prepared to sleep even though its only 8:43pm but then my phone begins to vibrate. I take out my phone and see Uncle JB's ID making me roll my eyes, its kind of his fault that me and Jae argued. I would ignore the call but I know that he won't stop calling so I pick up.
"What do you want?"
"DUDE I LOST HER!" He shouts causing me to back the phone away from my ear. Why the fuck is it so loud? When did he get out of Jail?
"Lost who? Another of your chocolate tings"
"No dude after this I'm off chocolate for a while"
"We both know that's not true"
"ANYWAYS ITS YOUR TING! SHE'S GONE"
"Uncle please please calm down what are you trynna say"
"Jae, I saw her at the bar and her drink was spiked so I told her to stay there but when I got back she was gone. SHE'S NOT AT THE BAR NO MORE MAN!"
"SEND ME THE ADRESS, I'LL BE THERE SOON JUST LOOK FOR HER!"
"Its at Jongin's mansion do you know where it is?"
"FUCK! Find her quick Jongin is gonna die"
Flashback over:
"Jungkook" I hear her mumble causing me to turn to face her. I move closer to her on the bed and try to listen to her speak.
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