REMEMBER ME (Jungkook AMBW)

Chapter 52: Burdens

Jae POV: 

"I want Kai's location"  

Those words kept repeating in my head as I totally blank out. I had completely forgotten about Kai well at least I thought I did because for some reason when she bought up his name my heart skipped a beat. Maybe its because he was my first boyfriend, maybe it was because he abused me so much to the point I'm tormented or maybe its because I watched him get shot in the head by Uncle JB. I can feel my head begin to spin, why did I ever think that something like this would be forgotten? Maybe I didn't think I just hoped that nobody cared enough to go looking for him. But I forgot how desperate and whipped Jae Yoon was over him, its been over year since he scammed her maybe she was searching for him all this time and found nothing. Is that why she gave me an interview for this internship? 

There are too many maybes making me feel slightly on edge. 

I sit up in the seat and fix my collar before clearing my throat, is it just me or did it get hotter in here? Just breath Jaelyn she doesn't know what you don't tell her just calm down and get through this without looking suspicious. 

"I don't know erm where he is" I manage to answer as I wipe my forehead and clear my throat again. Gosh why am I so nervous? She looks at me then makes her way to her seat and folds her arms. She is so on to me. "Why do you even want to know?" I ask her trying to draw the attention away from me. 

"We're going through some complications and I want to fix them" she answers not looking me in the eyes, what the fuck does that mean? The man has been dead for over a year now so what complications could they be going through? 

"Well that's none of my business so I'm just going to leav-" 

"No you're not! I know that you went to Greece together, what did you think you'd get away that easily?" she hisses causing me to kiss my teeth at her. How can she still be whipped over him to this extent? Its just so disgusting. 

"I didn't go to Greece with him, he tried to force me but I said no" I respond not telling her the full story, its all just a complete blur to me now. I just tried my best to forget him and everything that happened between us. Just thinking about it now makes me feel sick, remembering the way he crawled up on me and stripped me naked makes me feel so dizzy. I need to leave. 

"You really think I'm stupid? How can you say no to him? He's perfection-" 

"He cheated on you with your cousin! He scammed you and left to try and get with me and you still defend him with your chest? You need help love!" I cut her off and shout at her frustrated at the fact that she is sat here questioning me about a person who couldn't care about her. She looks at me as if I have struck a nerve but I don't care somebody had to say it but then all of a sudden she begins to cry. 

"I know, I know I just need him here right now I can't do all of this on my own... why did he do this to me? I left everything for him and I still love him, I just want him back!" She cries and to be honest with you I don't know what to do. Half of me wants to hug her and tell her everything is going to be fine but the other half of me wants to roll my eyes and leave the room. 

"You have your own company, you're still young and you're successful so why don't you just suck it up and move on" I try to comfort her as I pass her a tissue to wipe away her snot and tears, damn she looks like a demon when she cries.  

"I need him here-" 

"Why? Why do you need him so bad?" I ask her starting to get slightly frustrated at her. 

"I can't take care of my son alone" she sobs and I make an o shape with my mouth not really knowing how to respond. This nigga banged her then left her pregnant, if that's not cold I don't know what is then. I feel kind of bad now because I know how tough it is taking care of a child and doing it alone that's even worse, I can't even be alone with my baby.