REMEMBER ME (Jungkook AMBW)

Chapter 48: Cutting off links

Jae POV:  

I'm surrounded by darkness and I'm alone, I don't want to be in this place. 

We all have that one big hurdle in our lives that we need to overcome in order for us to learn from our mistakes and to grow as humans. But how come I have so many hurdles that I have to overcome? Am I not learning from my mistakes or am I just cursed with misfortune? My life was never this complicated, I never had to deal with these kinds of things nor did I ever have to worry about anything. I used to smile and let the wind blow me in whatever direction it felt like, I don't know when was the last time I allowed that to happen. But what I do know is that after all of these things happen only one thing remains solid, only one thing never changes and that's my love and relationship with Jungkook. No matter what the world throws at us we always get over it and find a way to be happy because we have each other to protect. That's why I'm not going to give up so easily, I'm going to fight and try my best to wake up because I don't want to remain in the darkness any longer.  

I want to see my Jungkook. 

Jungkook POV: 

This is all my fault. If it wasn't for my stupid words she wouldn't of ran away from me, she would've been at my house in my arms warm and safe not in this stupid hospital surrounded by people she doesn't even know. Jae hates these kinds of things, she hates hospitals in fact. I remember when we were 10 and our mums made us get an injection, Jae punched the doctor in the face and shouted at him for being so abusive. That's the day I realized that I was better at dealing with pain than Jae, I had finally beat her at something. Its been two days since the accident has happened and I have been here for two days, I haven't even left her side. Her mum tried to do the same but since she is pregnant the doctors advised her to go home but she does come early in the morning and she brings me food. Uncle JB also does the same but he comes late at night and he just sighs in the corner, he keeps on looking at me as if he wants to say something but he never does. Maybe he's waiting for the right time. 

"Jungkook, are you going to stay here again?" The nurse Maise asks me with one hand on her hip. She's Jae's nurse and she always comes to check on Jae's observations and she fixes her bed and washes her face, she even brings me food even though she isn't allowed to.  

"What else am I supposed to do? I want to be with her" I answer as I sigh and look down at her lifeless body, I hate seeing Jae like this, she should be bubbly and moving all over the place. 

"I wish I had a caring boyfriend like you" she jokes and all I can do is smile because she doesn't know the background story, she doesn't know what happens behind closed doors. On the outside me and Jae look like every other couple but we're not, we suffer more but that brings us closer. 

"What have the Doctors been saying?" I ask her the same question I ask her every single day.  

"Well right now they are trying to figure out why she was in the road in the first place, they have her results but they can only tell her mother" she answers me with an apologetic look on her face. I just sigh upset at the fact that I have to wait until morning to find out if she's ok.  

"How about the baby? Is it ok or-" 

"Don't worry Jungkook the baby survived, the doctors are quite surprised they are calling it the miracle baby" she cuts me off catching me off guard. A huge smile grows on my face as I begin to stroke on Jae's belly, I know I said I had doubts about the baby but doesn't everybody? At the end of the day its still my child. 

"Did you hear that Jae? Our baby survived now all we need is for you to wake up babe" I whisper in her ear and look at her to see whether she reacts but she doesn't, she just lies there closing her eyes. I wonder what she's thinking, I wonder if when she wakes up she'll be still angry at me.