Locked Away

character q&a 2

jaehwan

—if it isn't too traumatic for you, could you spare a few details about your previous relationship?

i believe that more on my previous relationship will be shared in a special chapter series. but i can tell you that it was absolutely awful.

—why didn't you give wonshik another shot? i mean, he and you weren't a thing so technically he didn't cheat on YOU

i know he didn't cheat on me. but after seeing how easily he cheated on his best friends boyfriend, i couldn't see a future with us where he wasn't sleeping with other people on a daily basis.

—how is sanghyuk's sister? she's treating you nicely right? also the place your staying at now is also good right?

she is just like her brother. she has the warmest heart and treats me as though i were her brother. the place is extremely nice. i couldn't be more happier where i am right now.

—how are you doing now? i feel too bad for you.

i appreciate the concern. i am feeling great. honestly. this new apartment and hyuk's sister are both really nice. i've lost all contact with wonshik so i need not worry about having to deal with him.

—are you ever going to come back to wonshik?

most likely not. i'm probably being too harsh but i do not care. if he is lucky he will find someone to care for him but that someone will not be me.

yuta

—is there a chance you may move on and get over the mental and physical trauma you endured at taehyung's hands?

i still wake up in the middle of the night after having nightmares of what happened. jaehyun has to hold me as he attempts to calm me down again. maybe after a really long time, i will stop having nightmares and will be able to sleep properly. the scars will forever be on my body. i'll make up some kind of story for the fans. they will know it's a lie and how i really got the scars but i may as well try to tell them a nicer truth.

—when did you realise you love jaehyun?

i had liked him for a very long time to be honest. the first moment i realised that i had actually lived him was when i first discovered that he had been shot. i was absolutely distraught and could not stop worrying about him. my feelings were confirmed when he attempted to save me from taehyung's hands.

jaehyun

—how did it feel when yuta was kidnaped?

it was gut wrenching to know that someone whom i had cared about dearly had been taken away and there was nothing which i could do to help him. it drive me crazy knowing that he was being injured constantly and possibly dead whilst we lived comfortably.

—what was your first thought when you saw yuta in that torture chamber?

what the fuck. those words exactly. yuta was in the worst condition and he was covered in blood. it wasn't until he lifted his head to look at me that i actually knew he was alive. i thought i was too late. i thought he was dead.

—when did YOU realise that you love yuta?

definitely when i saw him in that torture chamber. those feelings which i had felt when i saw him all torn up were definitely not those someone would feel for a friend or a family member.

eun hee

—i know you're watching from above. is hyuk and taekwoon with you? if yes, how are you three doing up there?

yes they are both with me now. we are doing really well. we all spend most of our time watching over our loved ones. i keep watch over bong goo and taeyong as he grows up. he said his first word the other day and it broke my heart when he said 'mama'. more than anything i wish i could be there with him. it also saddens me when i see hongbin harming himself. he shouldn't be doing that but i can understand his pain. mother is also here with us now. he has been through so much in the past couple of years. i wish i could be there and be his comforting sister. i just want to tell him that he will be okay.