ilang linggo nadin kaming attach ni light sa isa't-isa ... ang alam ng ilan na mag bf-gf talaga kami kasi palagi na kaming magkasama ... sa condo na niya ako natutulog minsan ... kailangan ko din naman siyang samahan kasi takot akong baka pag nawala lang ako bigla baka kung anung gawin nina justine knowing they were mafia ... at nakakalat lang sila sa kung saan ... it scarres me ... and now, andito lang naman ulit ako sa condo ni light ... Im in his veranda ... gabi na kasi ... ang daming stars ... nagpasya akong dito ako matutulog ... si light din naman kasi ang makulit ... nasa loob siya ... ewan ko anung ginagawa nun ngayon ... naka blue sando lang ako and pink pajama ... Im still thinking on how could I make him love me... make him serious knowing his casanova too ... make him love me so much... Im hoping that I could love him too when he does already to me, so that its not unfair after all ... if he would be hurt in the near future so I will too ... this is my punishment to myself ... HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYS ( buntong hininga ) ang hirap naman kasi ... >.<
KUNG HINDI IKAW ANG MANANAKIT, IKAW ANG MASASAKTAN. that's my perception in life before ... but now ?? bigla na lang nag bago ... Im in a stupid situation ... *DAMN IF YOU DID, DAMN IF YOU DONT* arrrh...gh ... nangalumbaba ako sa fence ng veranda niya ... I suddenly whisper ...
" how could I make you love me light? and how could I love you? "
" stacie ? "-light
I knew it was light's voice ... Im still on my position ...
" yeah? "
tumingin ako sa kanya ...
" you look sad ... problem ? "
lumapit naman siya sakin ...
" naah ! Im just thinking something ... "
binalik ko ang tingin ko sa labas ...
" dont think of it if it bothers you... "
tumingin din siya sa labas ...
" yeah right. "
ang lakas ng hangin dito sa veranda niya ... it brushes my hair freely ...
" stacie, can I ask you a question ? "
tanong niya habang tumitingin siya sa taas ...
" spill it "
sabi ko sa kanya habang nakatingin pa rin sa labas ...
" would you dare to fall in love ? "
that question hit me ... I took a deep breath ...
" yeah. why not ? :) "
then he come close to me ... closer ... he look at me with those tantalizing eyes of him ... he put his hands on my waist ... touch my left cheek with his right hand ... he glance at my lips then in my eyes ... i cling my hands on his neck ...
" would you dare to fall in love ? "
i ask him the same question ... then, he kiss me ... from my forehead, tip of my nose, to my lips ... it's a passionate kiss ... his burrying his love for me ... Im doing the same thing ... ganito din yung feeling nung sa bar ... mostly its a torrid kiss ... then we stop ... para kaming naubusan ng hangin ... we gasp in the air ... suddenly he hug me tight ...and kiss me in my neck ... he just give me a hickey O_O
" naughty as ever asshole ! *smirk* "- me
" hahahahaha XD so you are. *grin* "- light
" yeah right. (roll eyes) "
i also give him a hickey ... unfair naman kung wala siya ?? :p
" unfair young lady ... I just give you one then you give me more than 5 hickeys. "
" just shattap babe >.< ! "
" ahahahahaha (chuckles) "
then tears run down in my face ... this is the beginning of the game ... T_T im sorry light ...
BED TIME:
tabi kaming matulog ni light ngayon ... he promise me already that he wont do some stupidity ... well, magsisisi siya pag may ginawa siyang kabalustugan ... nakatalikod ako sa kanya ... then he motion ... niyakap niya ako mula sa likuran ko ... kiss me on my shoulder and whisper ...
" good night babe "- light
I turn to him ...
" good night babe... "
only the brightness of moon serves as the light of this room ... i glance to light ... he's sleeping peacefully :) just looking at you feels so wrong ... Im not emotionally attached to you but you're close to my heart for a short period of time ... its just that I've seen myself to you ... how could a person like you who has a beautiful face just shed tears because of my own cause ... soon enough I'll be the reason of you being broken into pieces ...
" dare to fall in love but please dont you dare fall in love with me. "
cause you would just be shattered :(
~ PAAAAKK !
batukan daw ba ako ? :O
" what the hell is that for ?? "- me
akala ko tulog na siya >.<
" you might be the one who'll fall for me ... kanina ka pa titig ng titig sakin ... "- light
" yabang dre !! XP "
LIGHT'S POV
~ dare to fall in love but please dont you dare fall in love with me.
ano bang meron at parang takot kang ma inlove ako sayo stacie ?? what's bothering you ? you're puzzling me. there's something in you stacie...
" I won't fall for you ... Stupid like you are difficult to love ... "- me
" dont you dare fall in love with me :P pepektusan talaga kita ... "
" dream on young lady >.< ! libreng mangarap. "
" too much for that moron ... I wanna sleep ... -_- "
" same here dumb >j< ! "
STACIE'S POV
good thing ... that makes me feel relieved ... hindi mo ako pwedeng mahalin light ... hinding hindi ... kahit konti ... :(
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BINABASA MO ANG
The Casanova's Times (completed)
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