Chapter 19 - Standard Issue Widow

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The funeral was held in a reform synagogue, in a room that reminded me a little of a rec hall. There were maybe a hundred people present. Janet and I took seats at the back where no one paid much attention to us. I felt extremely self-conscious nonetheless because A) I didn't belong there and B) Janet had covered her face and head with the black chiffon scarf which made her look slightly ridiculous, like a standard issue widow from central casting.

 I felt extremely self-conscious nonetheless because A) I didn't belong there and B) Janet had covered her face and head with the black chiffon scarf which made her look slightly ridiculous, like a standard issue widow from central casting

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widow, Gustavo Devito, https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

Beneath the scarf, she was weeping. People began to turn around to look at her, and I shrank into myself, embarrassed as she reached under the scarf to wipe at her eyes with soggy pieces of tissue. By then the family had come in from a side room and slid into seats in the front row. I tried to figure out who was who: a pretty blond woman in her early fifties who must have been Roy's sister, Diana; an angry-looking red-headed girl in her twenties, probably Roy's daughter; a number of older women in matronly black dresses, probably his aunts; and three or four men of various ages, one of them Diana's husband, the others probably uncles and cousins.

 I tried to figure out who was who: a pretty blond woman in her early fifties who must have been Roy's sister, Diana; an angry-looking red-headed girl in her twenties, probably Roy's daughter; a number of older women in matronly black dresses, pro...

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Rabbi shakes a hand., Sam Litvin, https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/

The rabbi spoke — a lot of blah blah about what a wonderful man Roy had been. Janet gripped my hand, digging her fingers sharply into my skin. "It's gonna be okay," I whispered. She was the only black person in the room, but it was hard to tell what color she was under the scarf. I found myself searching for Victor in the crowd. What if he was there in some sort of disguise?

But of course he wasn't, at least not as far as I could tell

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But of course he wasn't, at least not as far as I could tell. After the rabbi, there were several other speakers: an architect who had worked closely with Roy over the years; another man who turned out to be Roy's college roommate; a woman who was an old family friend and who made a slightly inappropriate joke about why the funeral had been so delayed (Jewish law requires immediate burial, but Roy's was ten days late due to the autopsy). And finally a handsome, dark-haired man who reminded me of a cousin of mine and who introduced himself as Eric Schindler. No way, I thought, leaning forward in my seat.

 No way, I thought, leaning forward in my seat

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Eric Schindler

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